Shadowing Practice: Alexander Stewart - Scared of Myself (Official) - Learn English Speaking with Video

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When I was 13 I started gaining weight So I started counting calories sometimes When I was 16
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Someone told me I was stupid So I bit my tongue, let others speak their minds
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Now I hear voices late at night And honestly I'm terrified That I'm never gonna be the same
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Some people are scared of heights And monsters coming out at night But I'm afraid of something I can't change
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I'm scared of myself If you ask me the truth I'm not doing well
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I'm afraid for my life I'm at war with my mind And nobody can help my thoughts go Oh,
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I lost control I'm scared of myself If you ask me the truth I'm not doing well,
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I'm not doing well When I was 19,
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someone stole my innocence And the first thing that I did was blame myself Now in my 20s,
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and I still feel like a kid Trying to work through all this shit but God it's heavy
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Now I hear voices late at night And honestly, I'm terrified that I'm never gonna be the same
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Some people are scared of lights and monsters coming out at night But I'm afraid of something I can't change
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I'm scared of myself If you ask me the truth I'm not doing well I'm afraid for my life
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I'm at war with my mind And nobody can help My thoughts go Oh,
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I lost control I scared of myself If you ask me the truth I'm not doing well I'm not doing well
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I'm so sorry to take that away

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Exploring a Raw, Relatable Story

The video shares a deeply personal journey of self-doubt and inner struggle, with lyrics that paint a vivid picture of growing up, facing pain, and battling one’s own mind. It’s a scenario many can relate to—navigating difficult emotions and feeling like you’re at war with yourself. This kind of authentic dialogue is perfect for english speaking practice because it uses real, heartfelt language that connects with everyday experiences.

Useful Chunks & Collocations to Master

  • "counting calories": A common phrase for tracking food intake, useful in health or personal story contexts.
  • "bit my tongue": To hold back from speaking, great for describing self-restraint in conversations.
  • "at war with my mind": A powerful collocation for expressing inner conflict, perfect for emotional discussions.
  • "lost control": A versatile phrase to describe losing grip on emotions or situations.
  • "work through all this shit": Informal but authentic, used to talk about processing difficult experiences (note: "shit" is casual, so use carefully).

Your Shadowing Challenge: Speak Like the Storyteller

Ready to try the shadowing technique? Here’s your task: Play the video and listen closely to the first verse (from "When I was 13" to "let others speak their minds"). Pause, then repeat the lines immediately after the singer, matching their tone, speed, and emotion. Focus on how they stress words like "scared" and "terrified" to convey feeling. This is shadow speak—copying the rhythm and intonation to sound more natural. Do this 3-5 times, then try the chorus. Notice how the singer’s voice rises on "I’m scared of myself"—that’s the emotion you want to mirror. Shadowspeaks like this help you internalize natural speech patterns, making your English sound less scripted and more real. Don’t worry if you stumble—practice makes progress!

Grammar in this video

The structures the speaker uses most, with the exact words from the video:

StructureIn the video
Verb + -ing enjoy, keep, stop… + -ing — verbs that are followed by the -ing formstarted gaining
Present continuous am/is/are + -ing — something happening right now or around nowI'm not doing
Future with “going to” be going to + verb — a plan or something you can see cominggonna be

What is the Shadowing Technique?

Shadowing is a science-backed language learning technique originally developed for professional interpreter training and popularized by polyglot Dr. Alexander Arguelles. The method is simple but powerful: you listen to native English audio and immediately repeat it out loud — like a shadow following the speaker with just a 1–2 second delay. Unlike passive listening or grammar drills, shadowing forces your brain and mouth muscles to simultaneously process and reproduce real speech patterns. Research shows it significantly improves pronunciation accuracy, intonation, rhythm, connected speech, listening comprehension, and speaking fluency — making it one of the most effective methods for IELTS Speaking preparation and real-world English communication.

Shadowing technique: read the full step-by-step guide →