쉐도잉 연습: Will I ever lock in? - 영상으로 영어 말하기 배우기

Will I ever lock in?

I mean, I guess if I count the days that I consider wasted, then it's been 1,419 days.

And I've talked about this before, you know, I feel like I talk about it enough, you know, wasting time and all that stuff.

But it's so weird how after, you know, the past four years, I never quite locked in.

But what's even more absurd than that is that some way, somehow, I've made it to the point where I am without ever locking in.

And it's so weird because I'm not exactly in a bad position.

I'm actually in an extremely rare position.

And obviously, I haven't done anything extraordinary yet.

I haven't, you know, become successful to some extreme extent.

But considering how much I have not been locked in, I have gotten to this point.

So it's just weird how I can be so not locked in or so seemingly out of focus,

yet I can do things that are like push me forward.

and it's like I keep on wrestling with myself you know

every single day I ask myself you know will I ever lock in will I ever just focus

and stop wasting my time stop you know scrolling Instagram

and TikTok and all this stuff and it's like I feel like I'm wasting

so much of my life so much of my time

and also I'm I'm moving you know I'm doing things

so it's kind of like this this in-between state where I'm not fully nothing,

I'm not fully doing nothing, yet I'm also like sort of preventing myself from reaching my full potential.

And that's what it really is.

It's not that I haven't done anything, it's that I haven't done as much as I could.

And that's, you could say that's like always the case, but for me personally, I just feel like I could be doing

so much more like genuinely so much more

and I'm just like I am my own bottleneck I am my own restrictor

and it's so hard to like feel like you're gonna tell yourself to do it like

and this is like the the problem of life this is just something

that like I feel like every Everyone has this issue.

Not everyone, but a lot of people do that where they just can't get yourself to do the thing.

And I want to do it so bad.

I mean, I literally think more about it or tell myself more to do it than I ever have actually done it.

And somehow I guess that's just like the cycle you put yourself into.

and it makes me wonder like what

if I just went like this the rest of my life

I mean that'd be horrible I can't stay in this position of not actually doing

and it's like I am doing but I could be doing

so much more and if I just let myself or if I push myself or just got past that block

I would just, you know, everything would just become even more ridiculous as it is now.

Like, the way my life is and the way that things have formed and changed and happened, like, I don't know if I can give myself credit for it.

It's just like the way things are going, it's incredible, genuinely.

But it's like I haven't, I feel like I haven't even done much, you know, to make it happen. and it's weird how

that works it's like god has just provided me all of this these blessings

or this luck and you know he's given me so much

but not enough to the point where i can be like oh yeah now i can sit back

and relax but it's like enough where i have to like genuinely take accountability

and look at myself and be like okay

if this is going to turn into something

if this is going to be legitimate and if I'm going to continue on this direction and actually create long-lasting success, right?

Because all of this is short-term, what I've accomplished with this channel and whatnot,

but long-lasting success, then that will require genuine foundation of the person I am.

And if I don't do that, then everything that I've accumulated will cease.

So it's like I'm constantly trying to like counting the days or thinking about all this,

these things that I should be doing.

Like it's even simple things.

I'm like, man, instead of scrolling, I should just be reading a book

or I should be studying up on something

or just you know watching YouTube videos about something more educational

and I mean I do it

but I just I feel like I don't do it enough

and I don't know how to how to make up for it

and it's like the days keep counting up you know like I'm at the end of the day

and I'm not not satisfied with what I've done I'm not satisfied with where I'm at

and it's you don't want to get too caught up in

wishing you were in a different place

but also you don't want to get too comfortable

so it's like this mix of appreciating where you are

but also not letting that appreciation or that comfortability make you just do nothing and that's where I'm at.

I'm realizing that God has given me so much opportunity to do something

and I'm the only one that can mess it up at this point.

A lot of stuff you can say is up to luck

or it's up to God or it's up to whatever

but really right now I think most of it's up to me at least in terms of just taking action. And what?

It's been like 200 days of 2026.

I've been 18 for five months.

And it's weird to like, I think about all these different measurements.

I think life is just slowly passing by.

Or not even slowly, but quickly.

And I think about a life where I never reach my full potential.

I think about a life where I never got to that point where I could just focus.

Where I could just slap myself in the face and be like, you know what?

This is it.

This is the time.

This is the moment.

And I just do it.

And I still haven't gotten there.

And I think how I've gotten this far, it's like, maybe it's just luck.

Like, I don't know.

I haven't done anything.

Yet somehow I'm still here.

and you know the work

that I need to do like I put off all my

work until like night like right now it's 12 45

and technically it's not even yesterday I mean now it's Monday even though I'm still like coming back from Sunday

and I guess it was like you know lazy Sunday

or whatever but I could have done so much more

and I'm trying to think of like a day where I was like satisfied with the work I did

and not in the sense that the work wasn't worth doing

but did I do enough

and I don't think I have had one of those days literally for the past four years

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and I could try and convince myself

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that yeah you know you didn't have those days

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but I don't know and maybe it's like I expect too much from myself

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or the way I'm thinking I should act is just it's just unrealistic or Or it's just kind of not necessary.

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Or it's based off of this sort of wrong frame of mind of how a person should live or conduct themselves.

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But still, I just can't get it out of my head.

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That I should be someone who is, I'm not saying productive all the time.

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but someone who is always being very careful with how they are living their life

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and not living passively and not being unsatisfied with what they're currently doing and

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that is the main thing you know you don't always have

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to be working you don't always have to be productive but for me

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what I know I should be doing is not living in a moment where I'm unsatisfied with what I'm doing

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when I have the option to do something where I would be happy doing it

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or proud of it you know like for scrolling you know like you scroll Instagram

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and you're just like in this loop and obviously you do it

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because it's fun right it's not like scrolling is unenjoyable Of course it's enjoyable.

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But it's not the thing that is actually fulfilling.

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So there's so many other more fulfilling things, things that last, that I should be doing, but I'm not.

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And those things would be productive.

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But it's not for the sake of productivity, but it's for the sake of doing something that's purposeful.

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And that's the main point I'm getting at.

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I'm not fully living every day with some type of purpose.

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And I'm not saying in terms of life purpose.

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I don't know what my life purpose is, but just this purpose to achieve, this purpose to gain knowledge, this purpose to have perspective,

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or to just, I guess, cultivate who you are and your mind and things like that.

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And I haven't been doing enough of that.

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I haven't been doing I've been I haven't hardly been doing any of it

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or at least that's what it feels like and you know maybe externally

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or maybe if you look objectively there has been a lot of it

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but internally it doesn't feel like it

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and that's like the only thing I can measure against really

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and I don't know like will I ever get there will I ever get to a point where

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I am that person and I can do that

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and for some reason I have this problem where I feel like I have to just like instantly become

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that person right away and you know there is this gradual build-up

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and I've had it

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but I feel like I don't need to have this gradual build-up of like

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that person who is productive like why can't I just do it why can't I somehow force myself to be

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that person and I guess that's just not how it works like what what

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if you know people talk about all these different methods like okay this is how you lock in

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or something about like I've seen people talk about like a monk mode

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or something whatever that is but it's all these different methods

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and ultimately it has to become your your lifestyle it has to become who you are and I guess that you know, that takes time.

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It's not instant.

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And I wish it was.

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And maybe it's that obsession with wanting it to be instant, right?

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That it's, that it never happens.

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It's kind of like, like get rich quick, you know, like everyone wants to get rich quick,

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but actually all the things it requires to actually hold on to wealth or acquire wealth or whatever it is,

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it takes, it takes more than just the external of what takes your character, right?

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And maybe that's also what it is with so-called locking in.

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It's not just like an instant thing, but you have to take all of whatever who you were and completely switch it and flip it.

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And maybe it is possible.

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It can happen, but quite rarely is overnight.

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And if you are so obsessed with that get rich quick thing or that lock-in-quick sort of idea,

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then when you don't lock in, somehow you're surprised.

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Or somehow you're just, not even surprised, somehow you're just like accepted it and you're disappointed

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and then you just try again even though it's the same thing and it never works.

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so like it's this perspective of first realizing

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that whatever it is there's no there's no wasted days it's just it's just life

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and if you can't let go if you can't let go it's like that weight

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or that so-called debt will always be hanging behind you.

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And even as I'm saying this, like, I don't know if I am accepting it.

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I don't even know if I'm accepting that I just need to let it go.

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And I don't know what's going to happen, like, in terms of locking in.

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And maybe it's, like, the wrong frame of things.

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Maybe you should be unlocked.

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you should unlock yourself and just become like this I don't know just absorb and learn and not

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not hold on because like the idea of like locking in it feels like you're somehow restricting yourself

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but really like especially like with limitless you know like I

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guess my series like trying to become limitless it's this ideal

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of not limiting yourself not being stuck in one frame of or one ideal of how things are supposed to be,

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but instead, you know, everything that you're doing is boundless, and you're supposed to be just,

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like, in this frame of mind where nothing feels restrictive.

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Nothing feels like discipline, and it feels like pleasure, you know?

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Like, there's this ideal around discipline that, like, you have to discipline yourself but being disciplined and all that it's like it's not fun

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it's not fun to be disciplined

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and being disciplined in some way is like taking dislike to doing things

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that are good for you

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when in reality you don't have to be disciplined you should be enjoying everything

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that is good for you and like like exercise you know people say You need discipline to exercise.

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And maybe that is true, right?

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But you shouldn't, for your whole life, have to discipline yourself to exercise.

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You should enjoy exercising.

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You should enjoy doing something that is healthy for you.

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It has to become part of your identity or part of who you are, your lifestyle.

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Because, you know, that's sort of why, like, you know, you see people go on, like, weight loss journeys.

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And in many cases, they just gain it all back.

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Because for however many months or whatever, they were disciplined, right?

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They could get into that mode.

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but it's like if it doesn't embed inside of you if

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that doesn't become your lifestyle or who you are or something

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that you just can't let go of then eventually it's going to leave you

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and ultimately you must change the internal that's where it all starts internally

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and if you can't change your outlook on certain things internally,

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where you can't change who you are internally versus externally, then it's all going to just kind of fade away.

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You know, whatever that progress was, whatever those dreams or ideals or everything, it'll leave you.

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And you'll go back into your old ways.

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So, it all starts with it.

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And I don't know, I guess I know that, but it's hard to want to accept it.

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Because, you know, obviously you want something quick that's quick.

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You want something that seems instant, even though, weirdly enough, like from my perspective, it seems easier for it to be instant,

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but really that's like the hardest way to do it.

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It's almost impossible.

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And for something to truly last, it takes time.

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and it takes learning and if you ever want to get to

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that place you have to first change who you are

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and that's like the hardest part that is the part

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that no one really wants to do no one really wants

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to change who they are they just want to change what they have

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or change everything that's external or everything that is in relation to other people or how other people view them.

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But until you can confidently look at who you are and think that you are at least somewhat like,

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you can say good things about yourself,

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then that is when the change will remain change and it won't just be a season of change.

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but it will be a lifetime.

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I guess that's what I need to do.

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It's less about the days, the hours, the time, and looking at it in terms of these sort of numbers that don't really even exist, you know?

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I mean, time is just a measure for change.

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That's all it is.

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But instead, thinking more long-term and realize,

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okay, you start changing now and you commit to it.

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And you don't just want something short term, but you want to ultimately be better for your whole life.

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And that's hard to commit to, but it's like having that in the back of your mind, realizing that like being more purposeful with your choices,

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then I think at least

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that is what will give you a better shot you know obviously there's no guarantees

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but it'll give you a better chance

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at ultimately achieving or becoming the person that achieves what you what you desire but of course

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all within the will of god

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이 레슨의 어휘와 말하기 포인트

이 B2 수준 말하기 레슨은 영상 “Will I ever lock in?”을(를) 바탕으로 합니다. 이 영상에는 섀도잉할 문장 227개와 단어 2866개가 있습니다. 말하는 구간의 길이는 19:16입니다. 화자는 분당 약 149단어의 일정한 속도로 말해서 섀도잉하기에 편한 속도입니다. 단어의 87%가 영어에서 가장 많이 쓰이는 3,000단어에 속해 어휘가 쉬운 편입니다.

이 영상의 핵심 어휘

영상에서 가장 어려운 단어 15개를 발음, 뜻과 함께 정리했습니다.

단어	발음	뜻
scroll 명사	/skɹoʊl/	두루마리, 스크롤
satisfy 동사	/ˈsætɪsfaɪ/	만족시키다
limitless 형용사		한(限)없다, 무한(無限)하다
fulfill 동사	/fʊlˈfɪl/	수행하다
accumulate 동사	/əˈkjuːmjʊˌleɪt/	모으다, 축적하다
cultivate 동사	/ˈkʌltɪveɪt/	갈다, 재배하다
restrictive 형용사	/ɹɪˈstɹɪktɪv/	한정적인, 제한하는
restrict 동사	/ɹɪˈstɹɪkt/	제한하다
dislike 동사	/dɪsˈlaɪk/	싫어하다, 미워하다
enjoyable 형용사	/ɛnˈd͡ʒɔɪ.ə.bl̩/	즐겁다
monk 명사	/mʌŋk/	수도사, 수사
absurd 형용사	/əbˈsɜːd/	황당하다, 불합리하다
cease 동사	/sis/	그치다, 중지하다
measurement 명사	/ˈmɛʒ.ə.mənt/	측정
blessing 명사	/ˈblɛs.ɪŋ/	축복

따라 말해 볼 만한 문장

영상에 나오는 짧고 완결된 문장으로, 일상 대화에서 그대로 쓸 수 있습니다:

Will I ever lock in?
I'm actually in an extremely rare position.
Yet somehow I'm still here.
I guess that's what I need to do.

이 영상의 문법

화자가 가장 많이 쓰는 문형을 영상 속 실제 표현과 함께 정리했습니다.

문형	영상 속 표현
현재완료진행 have/has been + -ing — 전에 시작해 지금도 계속되는 동작	haven't been doing
현재완료 have/has + 과거분사 — 과거의 일이 지금도 관련이 있을 때	I've talked · I've made · haven't done
수동태 be + 과거분사 — 누가 하는지보다 무슨 일이 일어나는지에 초점	have not been locked · being unsatisfied · should be unlocked
관계절 who / which + 절 — 사람이나 사물에 대한 추가 정보	someone who is · person who is

주의할 발음

화자는 I'm, don't, haven't 같은 축약형과 약화된 형태를 109번 사용합니다. 들리는 대로 짧게 발음하세요.

“sh”와 “zh” 소리: obsession /əbˈsɛʃən/, measurement /ˈmɛʒ.ə.mənt/, accomplish /əˈkɑm.plɪʃ/, appreciation /əˌpɹiː.ʃiˈeɪ.ʃən/
긴 단어 — 강세 위치에 주의: internally /ɪnˈtɜːnəli/, genuinely /ˈd͡ʒɛn.ju.ɪn.li/, accumulate /əˈkjuːmjʊˌleɪt/, comfortability /ˌkʌmfɚtəˈbɪlɪti/, confidently /ˈkɑnfɪdəntli/

한국어 화자가 어려워하는 소리:

/f/ — ㅍ(/p/)으로 바꾸지 말고 윗니를 아랫입술에 대기: satisfy /ˈsætɪsfaɪ/, purposeful /ˈpɝ.pəs.fəl/, fulfill /fʊlˈfɪl/, comfortability /ˌkʌmfɚtəˈbɪlɪti/, confidently /ˈkɑnfɪdəntli/
/v/ — ㅂ(/b/)과 구별하기: cultivate /ˈkʌltɪveɪt/, objectively /əbˈd͡ʒɛktɪvli/, passively /ˈpæs.ɪv.li/, restrictive /ɹɪˈstɹɪktɪv/, productivity /ˌpɹɒdʌkˈtɪvəti/
/r/과 /l/ 구별하기: scroll /skɹoʊl/, gradual /ˈɡɹæd͡ʒuəl/, weirdly /ˈwɪə(ɹ)dli/, wrestle /ˈɹɛs(ə)l/

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먼저 말하지 않고 영상을 끝까지 듣고 모르는 단어를 적어 둡니다.
보통 속도로 한 문장씩 섀도잉하고, 화자의 리듬과 맞을 때까지 반복합니다.
자신의 목소리를 녹음해 원본과 비교하고, scroll, satisfy, limitless 같은 단어에 특히 주의합니다.

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