Shadowing Practice: My Twin Sister - Learn English Speaking with Video

This is my twin sister.

I'll call her Rhubarb or Roo for short because I don't like rhubarbs.

Roo and I are identical twins.

Yay!

We've seen a few twins in some shows, but the identical twins are always so similar that you can barely tell them apart.

That's definitely not the case for us.

Now, obviously, when we were babies, we looked pretty similar.

I was the older one and I was born with a few complications, while Rue was a normal baby.

But ever since we were in, like, kindergarten, we really didn't want to be labeled as the same.

So we eventually tried to look really different from each other, which wasn't very hard.

I kept my hair as long as possible and always parted my bangs.

I had this outrageous side part my whole childhood because I thought it looked cool.

It really didn't.

We didn't really share our clothes just because our styles were vastly different even back when we were kids.

I only wanted to wear black and as I said in my first video that I probably deleted now,

it was just because I found colors really uncomfortable to look at and wear even now.

It's not much of an "I'm so edgy and I hate color" kind of thing, but it's more like colors make me really nauseous and the look of it makes me really uncomfortable,

If I was required to wear color, I would totally lose it.

If it was in public though, I would comply but I'd cry.

Anyways, Rue on the other hand wore everything.

If I wore something baggy, it was considered tacky and dull and I'd look like a bum.

But if she wore the same thing, it'd be adorable, it'd be cute, it'd be gorgeous.

If any of you guys have ever felt like a homeless man in baggy clothes, but then you see that other girls still look really girly and pretty with the same clothes,

it's like that feeling.

Academics wise, we were both pretty smart.

We started the gifted program in first grade, I mean, honestly, I heard those kinds of tests aren't that accurate, but...

Anyways.

And of course, lots of people were smart in primary school.

It was before puberty, so a lot of kids were smart.

The problem was after primary school, but I'll talk about our personalities first.

I was nonverbal with selective mutism for the first 14 -ish years of my life and in ADHD kids, so I was ostracized a lot.

I was too quiet and acted too weird.

And even though I really wanted friends, I despised everyone and trusted no one.

who really liked me were the teachers, which was only in primary school, but I think that made the really mean kids hate me even more.

I was bullied for the smallest things like getting rewarded for completing extra credit work.

They were bigger and stronger than me so at the time I was genuinely terrified of them.

Unfortunately, I have a very selective memory so I don't remember much about Rue back then, but I do remember she was the complete opposite of me.

She was really outgoing and popular so she always had like a line of kids following her.

Also, this was something I vividly remember but every single day during recess in third grade, some little bowl cut prick would come up to me and say,

"Hmm, let me guess which twin you are.

Oh, wait." You're the mute one.

I would imagine just slamming that twerp's head on the concrete.

Fast forward to middle school, that was when the quarantine from COVID took place.

I fell off so hard.

I got addicted to unrestricted internet instead of the resourceful fun books around me.

I didn't do any of my work and since puberty had hit me, I just looked 90 times uglier than I already did.

Ruth stayed having good grades and she even somehow made a lot of friends who were at the same middle school, even though we were all completely online.

She'd call them a lot while I'd just be sleeping for either 16 minutes or 16 hours a day.

And then when we could finally start going back in person, I wish I'd just stayed online.

The bullying in middle school was the absolute worst.

You get picked on for no reason at all.

I also slept in all of my classes because for some reason I couldn't fall asleep at home.

I didn't get held back.

I dropped all of my gifted classes, moved down to honors, then down to the standard.

But Rue, she was doing great.

She dated a fellow popular kid and blew up on the internet for looking pretty.

We were at the age where we could start picking our own clothes alone, so she went out to the mall with her friends every week.

People would approach her, saying her style was so cool.

They were actually two underclassmen that would often give her handwritten letters because of how much they admired her.

Sometimes she'd say how she's so sick of all the compliments, and I'm I get what she means, but that amount of glazing definitely feels nice way more times than not,

especially when you're an extrovert like her, and she brags about it like every day in my face.

Rue never told any of her friends or fans that she had a twin sister, but I'm not gonna blame her for that.

I see how it'd be kind of embarrassing seeing this really cool girl have an autistic twin sister

that makes her look bad.

This only applies to shallow people, by the way, which I think applies to her whole audience.

I mean, who fans over someone they just because they look good.

That's like the definition of shallow.

Anyways, then we have high school, which was pretty eventful.

Rue already started working, and this specific workplace was a goldmine for her.

Her co -workers were all older than her and either very popular or very rich.

So drugs, vapes, alcohol, tattoos, piercings, all of that was now accessible to her.

Some of her co -workers were alumni of our high school, so they put in a good word to other high schoolers,

Now, I have a lot of sh *t to say, but basically, my family treated me like a black swan.

They thought being autistic was an evil and bad thing, and they thought it meant I was some sort of psychopath and I needed prayers.

Instead of proper medication, my parents gave me church.

The people at church were a whole nother story.

Those people are unreal, especially the old ones.

This isn't a purposeful jab at religion, by the way, so any comments on religion will be deleted, whether it's positive or not.

I'm just tired of it, honestly, because my whole childhood was sent to me around it.

Anyways, my parents neglected me a lot, treating me like an animal just because of my diagnoses, and always compared me to Rue.

Like, I'd get my ass beat for literally anything, even if they were just in a bad mood.

And they don't believe in mental illness, whatever that's supposed to mean.

So after I got diagnosed as a child with the many conditions I have, my parents got mad at the psychiatrist himself, and they refused to give me any treatment.

They wholeheartedly

it can easily be fixed by me getting my ass beat i'll probably make a separate video for this

but moving on at this point in high school rue already

had her future planned out she was learning about stocks paying for advisors

and taking lessons on college planning her goal was the ivy leagues

and i honestly believe she can do it the teachers loved her saying they've never seen such good essays

or good art and a lot of them are lenient on her letting her do things that other kids

school was pretty much the same as middle school.

I was pushed around a lot and a bit more than just that.

Now you might be wondering, did Rue know you were getting bullied?

And if you didn't wonder that, well now you do and I'm going to tell you my answer anyways.

A lot of the people who bullied me and pushed me around were her own friends.

She knew that they teased me, but she didn't think it was that deep.

I guess the fact

that it wasn't happening to me directly in front of her made her think it was okay to act oblivious.

This wasn't anything new since she's been friends with those school.

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Rue had always still been a sister to me though, that was the main thing about her.

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But I think high school was when it really conflicted me and I started thinking about hating her, even when I felt extremely guilty about it.

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Even though we were different, we still defended each other when we could.

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She'd defend me in situations where people were directly being mean to me in front of her, but that's about it.

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We had the same moral values for everything, but that was back when we didn't really have much room to think independently.

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We were just projecting whatever our parents and punished for thinking otherwise.

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But in high school, I feel like we just went our own ways.

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When we argued on certain topics, I realized she's very different from me in a negative way.

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Everyone's entitled to their own opinions and such, but I'm not the kind of person that acts kindly towards people with selfish values.

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I know that makes me a bad person, but that's how I honestly feel.

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I don't tolerate what I consider intolerant, and I don't think I'm obliged to.

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I'll give you an example.

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There was this one girl at my high school that bullied me the most.

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I'll call her Cabbage, or Cab for short.

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And Cab was the epitome of the popular kid stereotype.

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Like, every time she saw a foreigner, she would say racial slurs, acting up in front of her friends and boys, all while telling everyone that she's a devoted Christian.

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This is literally 90 % of high schoolers, which is why I don't hang out with them, or anyone at all, because I know they're like that.

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And I'm not trying to say that I think I'm superior to all of them, but honestly, anybody's better than a racist.

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because of cab, and she's the biggest reason why I would skip my lunch period every day

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so I can hide in the bathroom stalls.

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Sitting on the toilet seat for 45 minutes continuously was so uncomfortable, but I'd rather have back and butt pain than be humiliated and pushed around in front of everyone.

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But during periods where she's unavoidable, she would bully me.

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She would trip me or push me to the floor to threaten me, throw garbage at me when I'm not looking, and use my phone to record her and her friends pushing me as a group.

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They did go insanely extreme at times, but those are all for later.

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I think you get the gist.

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Some of Cab's friends were hesitant at first, but seeing that everyone else was doing it, they would chime in too.

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After I came home from school, I would immediately lock myself in my room if I wasn't in the hospital, and I would cry non -stop.

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I'm talking casually about my experience now because it's just the vague details and not the ultimate focus of my point.

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But back then, that stuff really happened to me.

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I seriously felt like I was being punished for existing back then.

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If I ever went out of my room for whatever reason, set.

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And all of that is… whatever, that was my daily high school life, that was normal for me.

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Again, Rue would always get mad at those people for me if it happened directly in front of her.

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But it was high school, so we never had the same classes for anything.

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So later on, maybe after a few months of the bullying happening, Cab and Rue started following each other on Instagram.

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I forgot to mention that Cab was also popular on social media for being pretty.

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I felt a little off about person in general.

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So I asked her about it.

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She was acting all annoyed, saying, yeah, I don't know why she followed me.

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I just blocked her.

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But I checked again and she didn't.

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I know it's just a follow on social media, but that was when I started to feel a little uneasy.

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Fast forward to a few weeks later, we were just chilling together.

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Then Rue was laughing and brought up how Cab was texting her all of this funny stuff.

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I looked at her and I said, wait, you talked to Cab?

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And she just looks I honestly didn't say anything for a while.

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I was just in shock.

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But she bullies me.

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You even saw her call that one girl a hard R.

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No, I talk to her a lot and it's just her friends that are like that.

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She's a really nice person and she's just misunderstood.

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I was very disgusted with my sister then.

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A bad past doesn't justify harming people who did nothing to you.

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And if Cab's friends are considered bad, then I will assume that she's just as bad as them.

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exist everywhere and will just blame their terrible actions towards others on their young age

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or traumatic past without any accountability disgusts me.

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I would argue that 99 .9 % of bad people have been through something bad themselves and it really doesn't justify anything.

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That was when I realized that Rue was becoming different.

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So I told her, "Dude, her dumb past doesn't justify bullying, you know that." Rue got all mad and defensive and she said, "You don't even know her or what

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I'm actually very positive that Rue knew

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that what she was doing was something against the morals she preached so hard about online.

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But she must take after my mother because she refuses to admit she's in the wrong and argues instead.

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Now, every time me and Rue get into an argument, instead of trying to counter my argument, the only things she brings up are that I have no friends, I don't go out, and she has a life while I don't.

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She'd go for my weak spots, saying, At least I'm not depressed.

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Or, Your autism doesn't excuse you being lazy.

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Or, and nobody ever will.

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These insults make me feel really frustrated because she genuinely doesn't know what it's like to be me, and she never will.

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There is one more insult Rue loves to use.

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It's when she says, you're just jealous of me.

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That one gives me more conflicting emotions because it hits me kind of hard, you know?

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I would never choose to act like her, but at the same time, I really am jealous of the fact that she's the one who's been living on a pedestal her whole life.

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Her friends and everyone who knows her make sure to make that known to me.

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Like, there was this one time where I had just made a new personal Instagram account, and some dude from my high school followed me.

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I'll call him Celery.

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I didn't ever talk to him at school, so I considered removing him, but then he texted, Hi.

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In my mind, I was thinking, oh, maybe he wants to talk to me.

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Rightfully so.

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So naturally, I texted hi back.

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And then this dude wrote, I have a few things for room.

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Meet me near the vending machine when you arrive.

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I was pretty annoyed.

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wasn't the first or last time something like that had happened to me.

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People always walk up to me just to make me give something to Rue.

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I'm not some servant you give specific instructions to.

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Like, bro, do it yourself and the least you could have done is ask.

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There was another time where a guy did this and his friends thought he was giving it to me, but he gagged and was like, ew, no, no, it's for Rue,

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not, not her, ew, bro.

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Like, damn, okay.

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Back to the story, so when Celery I texted back.

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You should give those things to her yourself.

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Rue likes confident guys.

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I didn't have the intention of texting rudely and even now I don't think it sounded rude.

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Does that sound rude?

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Am I an asshole?

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He just said never mind and I removed him from my followers.

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The next day, you know what Celery did?

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He went around and told his friends that I'm jealous of Rue because Celery likes Rue and not me.

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I was baffled.

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There's not even any good points to him.

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I have really high confused because they didn't even know Rue had a twin sister.

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It's so embarrassing every time somebody says right in front of me, wait, Rue, you had a twin sister?

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Then they look me up and down and say, oh, you guys look so different.

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Again, I'm already used to that, but it's still embarrassing every time.

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After the argument we had about Cab, Rue just acted like it never happened and we argue every time Cab is brought up, but Rue still happily brings her up anyways.

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I've totally given up at me like every slur in the book and she has no regrets for anything she's done.

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And I know that when we're older, I'm just gonna be the one shunned because what she did was back

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when she was just a high schooler

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and I'm gonna be the one to be told by everybody else to just forgive and forget, which honestly to me is one of the stupidest things you can say when someone talks about their experience.

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I will never forget Cab and I will never forgive her either.

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So yeah, I am jealous the fact that she's so ignorant of others makes me feel like she didn't go through much.

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She's a type who has a friend group that treats quiet kids like animals, and then she acts like a saint towards them herself.

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I see so many of my fellow quiet kids falling for this.

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Please don't fall for it.

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She talks shit behind your back.

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She turns a blind eye and acts like she's not a part of the problem

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when she actively involves herself with the problem.

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She's friends with racists, homophobes, misogynists, groomers, ableists, and everything else.

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But oh, she herself isn't bigoted, so it right?

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At the end of the day, we're still twins, so we treat each other like sisters.

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We spend money on each other, share our food whenever, and I listen to her talk about school.

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But I will never fully like her as a person, and I'm very much jealous of her.

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Even now, people rarely say my name, they just call me Rue's sister.

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So it makes me happy when people actually use my name for once.

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My name's Seiyu, by the way.

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Hello.

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I feel like the fact that I spent over 200 hours making a whole video on her says enough about my jealousy.

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And right now, as I'm recording this, Rue is currently outside, underage drinking with Cab and her gang who are now her best friends.

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I'm still 17, but I don't physically go to school anymore and the bullying was the majority of the reason why.

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All of this stuff, with Cab and the bullying, happened in my freshman year of high school, so a few years ago.

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But, fortunately, that does mean that I don't experience bullying on the daily anymore.

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Yay!

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Now I have to worry about bullying in college.

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Anyways, thanks for listening to my rant.

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If any of you guys are twins or siblings in general, or maybe you have a friend like this, I want to hear how your experience differs from mine or how it's similar,

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which I really hope it's not.

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Oh, oh, oh, also.

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Join my Discord server.

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I'm very lonely.

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Woordenschat en spreektips bij deze les

Deze video bevat 237 zinnen en 3396 woorden om na te spreken. Het gesproken deel duurt 17:34. De spreker praat snel, ongeveer 193 woorden per minuut, dus reken op verbonden en ingeslikte klanken. 82% van de woorden hoort bij de 3.000 meest gebruikte Engelse woorden; de rest kun je beter vooraf bekijken.

Belangrijke woorden in deze video

15 minder gangbare woorden uit de video, met uitspraak en betekenis:

twin /twɪn/ (zelfstandig naamwoord) — tweeling. Either of two people (or, less commonly, animals) who shared the same uterus at the same time; one who was born at the same birth as a sibling.
bully /ˈbʊli/ (zelfstandig naamwoord) — wreedaard, pestkop. A person who is intentionally physically or emotionally cruel to others, especially to those whom they perceive as being vulnerable or of less power or…
jealous /ˈd͡ʒɛl.əs/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — jaloers. Suspecting rivalry in love; troubled by worries that one might have been replaced in someone's affections; suspicious of a lover's or spouse's fidelity.
argue /ˈɑɹ.ɡju/ (werkwoord) — redetwisten. To show grounds for concluding (that); to indicate, imply.
uncomfortable /ʌnˈkʌm.fɚ.tə.bl̩/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — ongemakkelijk. Not comfortable; causing discomfort.
justify /ˈd͡ʒʌstɪfaɪ/ (werkwoord) — rechtvaardigen. To provide an acceptable explanation for.
defend /dɪˈfɪnd/ (werkwoord) — verdedigen. To ward off attacks against (something or someone).
moral /ˈmoɹəl/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — moreel. Of or relating to principles of right and wrong in behaviour, especially conforming to principles of rectitude.
forgive /fɚˈɡɪv/ (werkwoord) — vergeven. To pardon (someone); to waive any negative feeling towards or desire for punishment or retribution against.
rude /ɹuːd/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — grof, onbeschoft. Lacking in refinement or civility; bad-mannered; discourteous.
delete /dɪˈliːt/ (werkwoord) — verwijderen. To remove, get rid of or erase, especially written or printed material, or data on a computer or other device.
identical /ɪˈdɛntɪkl̩/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — identiek, identieke. Bearing full likeness by having precisely the same set of characteristics; indistinguishable.
shallow /ˈʃæloʊ/ (bijvoeglijk naamwoord) — ondiep, laag. Having little depth; significantly less deep than wide.
insult /ɪnˈsʌlt/ (zelfstandig naamwoord) — belediging. Action or form of speech deliberately intended to be rude; (countable) a particular act or statement having this effect.
punish /ˈpʌnɪʃ/ (werkwoord) — straffen, afstraffen. To cause (a child, student, or someone else being looked after, or a suspect or criminal) to suffer for crime or misconduct, to administer disciplinary action…

Phrasal verbs die je zult horen

bring up (werkwoord) — opvoeden. To mention.
fall for (werkwoord) — intrappen, intuinen. To be fooled by; to walk into (a trap) or respond to (a scam or trick).
go out (werkwoord) — naar buiten gaan. To leave, especially a building.

Uitspraak om op te letten

De spreker gebruikt 96 samentrekkingen en verkorte vormen, zoals I'm, didn't, don't. Spreek ze kort uit, zoals je ze hoort.

De klanken “sh” en “zh”: shallow /ˈʃæloʊ/, punish /ˈpʌnɪʃ/, shock /ʃɔk/, intention /ɪnˈtɛnʃn̩/, racial /ˈɹeɪʃəl/
Lange woorden — let op de klemtoon: uncomfortable /ʌnˈkʌm.fɚ.tə.bl̩/, genuinely /ˈd͡ʒɛn.ju.ɪn.li/, naturally /ˈnæt͡ʃ.(ə.)ɹə.li/, superior /sʊˈpɪɹ.i.ɚ/, accessible /əkˈsɛs.ɪ.bəl/

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Grammatica in deze video

De structuren die de spreker het meest gebruikt, met de exacte woorden uit de video:

Structuur	In de video
Voorwaardelijke zinnen if + zin, will/would + werkwoord — een voorwaarde en het gevolg	if she wore the same thing, it'd be
Lijdende vorm be + voltooid deelwoord — het gaat om wat er gebeurt, niet om wie het doet	was born · be labeled · was required
Betrekkelijke bijzinnen who / which + zin — extra informatie over een persoon of ding	teachers, which was · friends who were · school, which was
Present perfect have/has + voltooid deelwoord — iets uit het verleden dat nu nog telt	We've seen · have ever felt · they've never seen

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