शैडोइंग अभ्यास: A Second Life Without Love - वीडियो के साथ अंग्रेजी बोलना सीखें

My parents used my mental state as the reason and locked me in a psychiatric ward.

I think Liam's kick had injured me.

I coughed up blood day and night.

Again and again, I begged the doctors to call my parents, but they never picked up one.

Finally, after another round of shock treatment, I stopped breathing, and I saw the rumored soul shock.

I used all my emotions, my ability to love, in exchange for one chance to be reborn.

ava come on weren't you always saying you wanted a little sister chloe lifted her pale little face

and called me in a sweet voice sister

but i didn't react i turned around

and went back to my room everyone was left in the living room exchanging awkward looks

what's wrong with her now maybe she just isn't used to having a new sister at home yet But it's fine.

I'll go talk to her later.

Mom, Dad, does Ava not like me?

No, no. Ava just has a temper.

But she's not a bad girl.

Don't cry.

Don't be sad.

I'll talk to her for you later.

Liam is still the sensible one.

You have to take good care of your sister.

I kept drifting into my room.

Once again, I thought the soundproofing in this packhouse was really terrible.

I didn't like it.

It was noisy as hell.

I simply stood up and started checking my things.

Too much time had passed, and I could no longer remember what I owned when I was 12.

Now that I looked carefully, I was rich enough to shock even myself.

No wonder Chloe loved stealing my things so much.

Even the grown -up me couldn't help feeling a little jealous.

I picked up the jewelry on my vanity and shoved it all into my school bag.

If I didn't take it now, Chloe would soon ask for it in all kinds of ways.

I looked at the high -quality bracelet in my hand and remembered how Chloe broke it in my last life.

That was the first time I slapped her.

She hid behind the door with red eyes, looking scared.

Ava, I'm sorry.

I really didn't mean to.

I've never had anything like this before.

I just wanted to have a look, and I...

I dropped it.

Then she burst into tears and brought my parents and Liam running.

That was the first time I lost control and hit someone, and also the first time Dad grounded me.

Chloe clung to Mom's leg, sobbing so hard she almost passed out, but she still found the time to look up and make a face at me.

I pointed at her and tried to expose her, but the next second, Liam shoved me hard into my room.

Ava, can't you have a little compassion?

Chloe has been through enough.

How can you still bully her?

It's just one bracelet.

You have more than you can count.

What's wrong with letting her have it?

I clenched my teeth and forced down the sob stuck in my throat.

Just one bracelet?

No. That was the birthday gift Liam bought me with the first prize money he ever won from a packed combat tournament.

But he had forgotten starting that year.

I never received another birthday gift again.

Even the dolls, clothes, and jewelry

that used to be sent to my room all the time they all went to chloe's room instead all

because she said my classmates laugh at me they say i'm small and skinny and i don't know how to dress

they say i'm nothing like ava who always looks so pretty

and put together they say i look like some dirty little

stray she was lying liam was the one who helped her

turn the whole class against me he knew he knew better than anyone

but he didn't defend me he just watched my parents grow more

and more disappointed in me and watched them favor

that poor adopted daughter with a tragic past more

and more by the time i finished packing all my valuables

there was a soft knock on my bedroom door ava darling

come out for dinner i didn't answer i just opened the door

and let her take my hand as we walked to the

dining room chloe was sitting in my usual seat looking stiff

and nervous dad and liam were both putting food on her plate i turned to look at my mother

am i supposed to eat dinner on the floor of course

not that's my fault i forgot to have another chair brought

in martha get ava chair ava i'm sorry i didn't know

this was your seat i i'll give it back to you

ava it's just a seat chloe just got here don't scare

her fine you can sit on my left i'll sit between you two is

that good enough my parents didn't say anything

and only watched my reaction wasn't

that just silent approval i gave a cold laugh in my heart really

so childish this whole family acted like they were on stage

but their acting was awful it killed my appetite i took the chair from the housekeeper

and dragged it straight to the far end of the table away from all of them liam's hand paused

while he was putting food on chloe's plate he looked like he wanted to say something several times

but in the end he said nothing the meal ended in

that strange silence but

when i stood up to go upstairs dad stopped me again dad looked a little awkward then forced a smile.

Ava, Chloe is a year younger than you and Liam.

You two are her brother and sister, so you should give her more space.

She just lost her parents and has been through a lot.

We are her family now.

We should take better care of her.

That's right.

I know you may not be used to having a younger sister yet, but look how lovely Chloe is.

Spend more time with her, and you'll become close very soon.

They kept shooting looks at each other across the table.

Clearly, neither of them wanted to be the first to say what came next.

I was starting to lose patience.

So? mom froze at the question maybe she had never heard

me speak to her in such a cold tone before my father took a sip of tea

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and smiled ava chloe just transferred here and she isn't doing well physically

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or emotionally you really don't feel comfortable leaving her alone

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so how about you and liam both repeat a grade

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and go to school with her liam already agreed we're just waiting for you

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i looked at liam he lowered his head

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and didn't dare look at me here we go again it was the same in my last life liam

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and i were already in seventh grade they made us go

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back to sixth grade to keep chloe company a year later

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caleb had already gotten close to chloe he transferred into our class too using the excuse

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that he wanted to take care of me from then on

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they put on little shows in class every day they accused me of bullying chloe

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and made the whole class shut me out great too bad

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i didn't want to play such a stupid game with little

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kids anymore it was a waste of time I tilted my head, my eyes full of confusion.

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Does she need two servants just to go to school?

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Ava, what did you just say?

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I said, since Liam has already volunteered to serve her, there's no need to force me to, right?

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Ava, what are you saying?

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Serve her?

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We just want you to spend more time together and get close sooner.

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I don't have any duty to get close to her.

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Whoever wants to get close to her can go serve her.

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I stared at Liam.

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Then it's settled.

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You can go back to sixth grade, and I'll keep going to seventh.

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We stay out of each other's way.

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I turned and went upstairs.

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Behind me, they comforted Chloe, who was sobbing nonstop.

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After nine that night, Liam knocked on my door.

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Ava, are you asleep?

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What?

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Um, can you open the door?

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No. It went quiet outside for a long time.

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Just when I thought he had left, Liam's voice came again.

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Ava, you're upset, right?

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No. You are.

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Ava, is it because I only paid attention to Chloe today and ignored you?

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I was speechless.

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I really wasn't upset.

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I just didn't care.

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Dealing with them was so boring, it made me sick.

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The Ava Blackwood who would fall into deep depression just because she was ignored had already died alone in a psychiatric ward.

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I let out a breath.

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Really, no. Liam, you can do whatever you want.

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You can get close to whoever you want.

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I don't care, as long as you don't bother me.

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It went quiet outside the door again.

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After a while, his voice carried a trace of helplessness.

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Ava, Chloe really is pitiful.

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Look at her.

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She's so thin and small, and she has such a soft temper and a soft heart.

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I'm really afraid she'll get bullied.

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Ava, I'll go back and stay with her for one year first.

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Once she gets used to it, I'll transfer back to being with you, okay?

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Sure.

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The school was funded by your family anyway, so you could do whatever you wanted.

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I rolled my eyes and packed the last piece of clothing.

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Then I put in my noise -canceling earbuds and lay straight down on the bed.

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Early the next morning, I carried my suitcase and school bag into the living room.

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Everyone froze again.

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I looked up and saw Caleb sitting right beside Chloe.

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The moment he saw me, he quickly stood up.

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Ava, I'm here to take you to school.

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I lowered my eyes and saw Chloe's hand holding his arm.

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You don't need to pick me up anymore.

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Of course, if you want to pick someone else up, suit yourself.

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Why?

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I lifted my chin and motioned for him to look at the suitcase behind me.

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Chairs scraped against the floor, one after another.

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Not only Caleb, but Dad, Mom, and Liam all looked confused.

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Liam stared hard at my suitcase with bloodshot eyes.

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Ava?

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What is that?

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Clothes and some daily necessities.

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And my jewelry.

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I forgot to tell you.

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Starting today, I'm boarding at school.

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Dad walked over with a cold face and half -squatted in front of me.

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Ava?

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You want to board at school?

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Yes.

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Why?

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Is home not good enough?

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Did mom and dad upset you?

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I stayed silent.

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Dad's hand trembled a little as it rested on my hair.

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He hesitated, then turned back to look at Chloe.

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Is it because of Chloe?

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The moment he said that, before I could react, Chloe bit her lip and let out a muffled sob.

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Mom quickly stepped forward and pulled her into her arms, then shot dad a blaming look.

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What are you saying?

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How could it be?

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Ava, tell us yourself.

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Why do you want to board at school?

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It's definitely not because of Chloe.

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You like Chloe, right?

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Everyone looked at me with expectation, waiting for my answer.

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They were waiting for me to say, yes, I liked her.

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That boarding at school was just me being spoiled and unreasonable, and that no one had wronged me.

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But I was always best at disappointing them.

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No, I don't like her.

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I hate her.

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And I don't only hate her.

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I hate mom and dad.

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I hate Liam.

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I hate Caleb.

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I hate all of you.

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In an instant, mom, dad, and Liam went pale.

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Caleb didn't react much.

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He seemed to think I was jealous, throwing a tantrum.

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And his eyes were full of patience and helplessness.

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When I dragged my suitcase past him, he even reached out to take it home.

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I dodged him.

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He didn't get angry and still followed me shamelessly.

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Mom and Dad wanted to chase after me, but Chloe's crying stopped.

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She cried harder and harder.

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Her small face buried in Mom's arms, her whole body shaking.

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Mom, Dad, just send me to an orphanage.

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Ava doesn't like me.

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I don't deserve to stay in this family.

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Of course, Mom and Dad started comforting her again.

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But for some reason, Liam was unusually silent.

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Caleb was still following me closely.

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He forced his way into the car I got into.

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Go take your own car.

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Why?

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I don't want to.

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I want to be with you.

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He tilted his head and looked at me, acting like he had no shame at all.

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I suddenly remembered that it had been like this in my last life too.

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When everyone pushed me away, the only one who hadn't sided with Chloe was Caleb.

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When Chloe framed me, he would stand firmly behind me.

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When Liam scolded me, Caleb would talk back for me.

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When my parents grew more and more disappointed in me, he would hold me and comfort me in a low voice.

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Ava, don't be scared.

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You still have me.

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I'll stay with you.

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If they like Chloe more, that's their business.

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I'll always only like my Ava.

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So I relied on him and trusted him with everything I had.

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Until the day Liam and I turned 14, Chloe suddenly fainted for no reason.

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Before anyone could react, Caleb pushed past me and caught her firmly in his arms.

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The seer he had personally brought stood in front of everyone

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at the birthday party i have seen it the child's name

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bears a curse it devours chloe's life drop by drop

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that is why she sickened what perfect timing for

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that seer to appear

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but my parents still took me to change my name without another word from

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that day on the name i had carried for 14 years

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ava blackwood became a forbidden word in the pack they called

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me grace as in by the grace of moon goddess let chloe live grace sounded nice but i hated it.

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Until the day I died, I hated it.

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I ignored Caleb.

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Sooner or later, he would transfer to Chloe's class anyway.

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I took my forms and boarding fee straight to the dorm supervisor.

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When Caleb saw that I really handed the money over, the careless look on his face finally disappeared.

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It seemed he finally realized that I wasn't throwing a tantrum.

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I truly just wanted to stay as far away from them as possible.

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Ava?

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Why do you hate me too?

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What did I do wrong? his fingers gently tugged at my sleeve

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and his voice was careful he looked nothing like the person

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who would one day wrap his hands around my neck and squeeze

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but those scenes were still too clear in my mind i

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shook his hand off hard i pulled out a tissue

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and wiped my sleeve again

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and again caleb stared blankly at my face ava the moment

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he met my disgusted gaze he finally stopped talking i quickly

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left the hallway then before class started i asked my teacher to transfer me to another class.

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By the end of first period, Caleb still hadn't shown up in class.

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When I carried a tall stack of books past the familiar hallway, I finally saw him standing there with red eyes.

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Caleb looked at the books in my arms, and his eyes grew even more hard.

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He walked toward me in a few quick steps.

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Ava, don't switch classes, okay?

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But the next second, a basketball flew out of class B and hit him right in the head.

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I dodged it quickly with my books in my arms, then turned and walked into the classroom.

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Caleb fell onto the hallway floor.

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A boy in the classroom was still holding the shooting pose.

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Whoops.

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Didn't mean to hit anyone.

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You okay, man?

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I glanced at him.

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Then I carried my books past him.

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Maybe it was just my imagination, but his body seemed to go stiff for a second.

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Then he propped one hand on the edge of a desk, pointed casually at the seat beside him, and spoke in a cocky tone.

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If you go and sit at her back, you'll be sitting by the trash can.

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Want to sit next to me?

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I looked at him, but he quickly looked away.

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Well, the homeroom teacher said last period that a new student was coming, and as class president, I should take care of you.

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As he spoke, he rubbed his face and even rubbed his ears red.

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Class B's class president, Jace Carter, the famous troublemaker.

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The students around me were either laughing at the fallen Caleb or secretly glancing at us.

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I sighed.

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Class B's bad reputation wasn't without reason, but I really didn't want to sit next to Caleb anymore.

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Thanks, but I like sitting by myself.

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I placed my books on the desk in the last row near the corner.

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Jace looked a little annoyed with himself, and his voice turned rushed.

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Hey, don't sit here.

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I'll switch with you.

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I'm taller than you, so I'll block your view of the board.

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Before I could refuse, Caleb rushed in with dust all over his face.

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He slammed one hand down on the books on my desk.

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Ava, come back with me!

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Let go.

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No. Dude, are you acting out some sad romance drama right now?

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She wants to stay in our class.

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What does that have to do with you?

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Someone at the door threw the ball back to Jace.

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He spun the basketball on one finger and looked at Caleb with open provocation.

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Caleb clenched his teeth, then lowered his head to look at me.

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Only then did he realize I had already started arranging my desk.

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Jace clicked his tongue.

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Why are you still here?

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The bell already rang.

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Caleb's hand tightened without him noticing.

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Ava.

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I frowned and said nothing.

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He finally gave up.

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He shot Jace a vicious look, then left while turning back every few steps.

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I let out a breath.

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Thanks.

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Are you talking to me? jace pointed at himself i nodded he suddenly stood up straight

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and threw the basketball into the trash can behind me it

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looked like muscle memory i stared at him in shock not understanding what

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that was supposed to mean then i realized his face had

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turned even redder reflex you're I couldn't help lowering my head and laughing.

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His movements went even stiffer.

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Jace still switched seats with me, even though I told him again and again.

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It was winter, and the trash was emptied often, so there was no smell.

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But he still firmly made me sit in front.

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You look like the tidy type, and you're a good student.

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How could I let you sit there?

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As if he had made up his mind to be a good class president, he handled everything for me as a transfer student.

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So when the teacher called us into the office and asked if I could help him improve his grades, I hesitated, then nodded.

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School life was dull, but full.

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Relying on the memories from my last life, I had already started quietly teaching myself high school courses.

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To go home less often, I signed up for all kinds of extra classes on weekends.

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Every school break, I simply enrolled in some overseas camps.

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Besides studying, I also started trying to see more of the world.

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8 in the morning to 10 at night, more disciplined than most working adults.

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At first, mom and dad still came to school every few days to see me.

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Later, when they saw that I was always calm and distant, they came less often.

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Sometimes they called, and it was always about Chloe, who was becoming sweeter and lovelier.

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I didn't answer much, so they would sigh through the phone.

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Ava, we just want you sisters to get along.

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Chloe really misses you.

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Are you still not coming home this week?

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No. I spoke very little and often made the mood awkward.

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I didn't bother to smooth things over.

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I just hung up.

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They always said I was becoming more and more withdrawn.

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Not as likable as when I was little, but I knew.

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It had nothing to do with my personality.

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Withdrawn, not likable.

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Even when I cried and forced myself to smile, even when I was as pathetic as I had been in my last life, I still wasn't likable.

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It was like they were destined to hate me, destined to step on my bones while showing off how much they favored Chloe.

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Luckily, I had lost my ability to love, so naturally, my heart no longer hurt because of them.

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Liam, however, still came every day without fail.

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He brought food packed from home and ran between the elementary and middle school campuses.

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Sometimes, Chloe would come with him, panting hard.

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The look she gave me was full of blame.

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Ava, this is exhausting for Liam.

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Why don't you come to our class instead?

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I didn't ask him to come, and I definitely didn't ask you to come.

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I took the food Liam brought and sat down to eat by myself.

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Chloe bit her lip, her eyes filling with tears as she looked at Liam, but Liam only wiped the sweat from his forehead and smiled with patience.

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It's not hard, Ava.

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I won't only care about Chloe and ignore you.

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If you don't want to go home, then don't.

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The school food isn't good.

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From now on, I'll bring you food from home every day.

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I ignored him, but he didn't get angry.

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Most of the time, he stood quietly with Caleb outside Class B's door.

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When I finished eating, he took the empty lunchbox and ran back to the elementary building.

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Caleb spoke much less now.

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He no longer insisted that I talk to him.

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Most of the time, as soon as class ended, he would run to the window and pretend to glance in my direction by accident.

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I pretended not to see any of it.

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Days passed like that, one after another, until the day before my 14th birthday.

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Mom and dad showed up at school with Liam, which was rare.

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When they saw me, both of them seemed to freeze for a second.

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Mom held my arm with trembling hands and murmured, You've grown taller again.

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You're almost taller than me now.

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Sweetheart, you haven't come home in so long.

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That's right, Ava.

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Your birthday is tomorrow.

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We have already set everything up.

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Will you come home tomorrow?

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As if afraid, I would refuse.

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Liam quickly added, You can invite your classmates and friends too.

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It'll be more fun with more people.

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You didn't come home for your birthday last year.

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We waited for you all night.

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Last year.

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Oh, on my birthday last year, I had no idea where Jace heard about it.

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He dragged the goofballs from our class out and insisted on taking me horseback riding.

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Ava, can you maybe loosen up a little?

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I looked at him in confusion.

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He used two index fingers to pull up the corners of his mouth.

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It's your birthday.

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Don't stay so tense all the time.

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Smile a little.

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He sat on a tall chestnut horse and turned his head slightly to look at me under the sunlight.

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I tried to force out a smile.

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Maybe it looked terrible the light in his eyes dimmed a

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little ava blackwood happy birthday thank you i sat on the horse

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and listened to the wind rushing past my ears i realized

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that the tight heavy feeling in my chest seemed to be loosening a little it wasn't until the next day

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that i saw the missed calls from the blackwood

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and the gift boxes liam brought to me big

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and small i was a little surprised after all i clearly remembered

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that my 12th birthday had been the last time i received

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any gift ava come home tomorrow okay liam was still trying to persuade me but when I turned my head, I saw Caleb with Chloe clinging to his arm.

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That unforgettable renaming scene still made my stomach turn.

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I frowned without meaning to.

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Caleb hurriedly pulled his arm away.

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Ava, I looked for you for a long time.

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Chloe said you were here, so she brought me over.

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I - You don't need to tell me.

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I'm busy tomorrow.

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I already made plans, so I won't be going home.

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Ava!

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I turned and went back to class.

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Behind me came several shocked and hurt voices.

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Mom seemed to be crying.

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When I turned the corner, I heard a heavy sigh.

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did we do something wrong i only found out much later how chaotic

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that day became right now i was holding a cake knife

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and carefully cutting into the cake my classmates had turned off

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the light in the dim candlelight everyone gathered around me

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and sang happy birthday ava make a wish i closed my eyes

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and stayed silent for a few seconds in my heart i

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repeated it like crazy please moon goddess let me stay far away from those bastards in this life

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when i opened my eyes again jace was holding a small, delicate box and handing it to me.

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Ava.

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Happy birthday.

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Open.

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I smiled and opened the box, then froze on the spot.

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It was a hair clip covered in tiny diamond.

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The material was good, and it was beautiful.

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What's wrong?

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You don't like it?

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I should have asked you first.

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That day when I walked you to Tooting, I saw you staring at a hair clip by the street, but that one was too cheap for a gift, so I found one that looked like it.

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I like it a lot.

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Thank you.

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I picked up the hair clip and clipped it into my hair.

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Thank you.

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You're welcome as long as you like it it's really pretty

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yes it's really pretty it was starry night designed by victor a famous jewelry designer

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when i was 17 i fell in love with it at an auction i thought mom would definitely like it

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so i raised my paddle with the money i had saved for five

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or six years but

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that day no matter how much i bid chloe would add

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one more dollar like she was doing it on purpose in the end mom paid three million

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and one dollars for

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that hair clip at a ridiculous price then put it on

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chloe's head caleb said you already have everything why do you

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have to fight chloe for this too everyone told me to

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be generous chloe even wore it in front of me every day grace

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if you like it i can give it to you too even though mom bought it for me i feel

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so bad for you i can let you have it

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that almost broke something in me after that i became even more crazy

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but now this little hair clip had come to me three

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years early i didn't have to be jealous until my face

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twisted i didn't have to fight until i was bleeding

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so i was worth having something

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that belonged only to me thank you thank you all of

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you really it was strange it felt like my heart dead for

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so long had finally started beating again from

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that day on the blackwoods bothered me much less often liam

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and caleb used to show up every day now stopped appearing

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for a long time later the class gossip queen told me in a mysterious voice chloe seems to be sick

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and it's serious she couldn't stand dad mom

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or liam leaving her side for even a second as long as she woke up and didn't see all three of them, she would break down crying and scream at the top of her lungs.

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Some classmates went to visit her together and got so scared that they dropped the flowers and ran.

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I heard your mom mention sending her to a school overseas and she just lost it.

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They said she even tried to kill herself.

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She was supposed to stay home because she was unstable, but she wouldn't even let your brother go to school.

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She forced the whole family to stay with her at the hospital.

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Even Caleb got grabbed by her and couldn't leave.

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The Stones seemed to have a huge fight with your parents.

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This was almost exactly like me in my last life.

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The more ignored you were, the harder you begged for attention.

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Crying, screaming, and acting like a lunatic.

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But she seemed luckier than me.

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My family tolerated all of it.

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Still, it had nothing to do with me.

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I was happy to have peace.

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While no one disturbed me, I dragged the whole class into studying hard.

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Anyone who refused got threatened by Jace.

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Finally, half a year later, I got the whole class into the best high school in

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the pack for the entire summer break i didn't go back

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to the pack house once jace invited me to visit his pack that was

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when i found out his father alpha james's territory was deep in the snow mountains i'd never seen mountains like

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that before and i begged them to let me try climbing

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so they took me up a tallest peak in their territory

497

ava drink some hot berry tea to warm you up jace's

498

mom luna esther had met me before over the past three years she had often come to school just to see me.

499

She always hugged me and refused to let go.

500

Ava, you're so cute, so pretty.

501

I like you so much.

502

I'd love for you to be my daughter.

503

I breathed hard and looked at the white mountain ridge in front of me.

504

Jace shook out a blanket and draped it over my shoulders.

505

I turned my head and saw his parents watching us, both smiling warmly.

506

His ears turned red again.

507

I couldn't help smiling.

508

He froze for a second, then smiled his eyes were bright full of joy it made

509

me feel like right here someone's heart was beating just for

510

me i didn't go to the private high school funded by the blackwoods

511

that made liam fall apart although chloe's condition kept getting worse he left her

512

and forced himself to skip a grade becoming a freshman too

513

but he thought i had followed the blackwoods arrangement

514

and gone to our pack school until high school started he

515

and caleb searched the entire freshman list

516

and confirmed i hadn't enrolled at all chloe seemed to make an even bigger scene after

517

that even eighth grade work was hard for her

518

but she still forced dad to put her into the same class as leo caleb fought with the stone family

519

and wanted to transfer schools to follow me but his mother grounded him

520

that ridiculous engagement had already been returned by me as a

521

joke before summer break i gave back the bracelet mrs stone had once personally given me Under her tearful gaze, I bow deeply.

522

Mrs. Stone, please keep your son under control and don't let him keep bothering me.

523

Also, this is the modern world.

524

Arranged marriages are not a thing anymore.

525

Those words made her finally give up on letting him stay close to me.

526

My family still kept calling me every day, but too bad.

527

I blocked them all.

528

I also told the principal in advance that I refused to meet anyone from outside.

529

So for three whole years, I barely saw them at all.

530

Until the day the college entrance exams ended.

531

My parents caught me at the school gate before I could run.

532

Both of them looked more than 10 years older.

533

Mom walked toward me with a careful smile.

534

I took half a step back without thinking.

535

Her movement froze.

536

She covered her mouth and leaned into dad's arms, crying.

537

Dad's eyes filled with tears, too.

538

Ava, I really missed you.

539

Let me hug you, okay?

540

I frowned without meaning to.

541

Every time I had contact with them, my body felt sick.

542

Before, for the sake of going to school in peace, I had forced myself to play along sometimes.

543

But now, I tilted my head and looked at her in confusion.

544

Miss who?

545

Hug who?

546

Me?

547

No way.

548

You already have both a smart, his son, and a daughter at honking and loves his sister.

549

Your daughter is gentle, sweet, and respects her elders.

550

Why would you miss me for no reason?

551

Mom's muffled crying stopped at once.

552

She looked at her head and looked at me in pen.

553

Her whole body started shaking.

554

No, how could you?

555

That wasn't real.

556

It was a dream.

557

That wasn't real.

558

Dad was so scared that he immediately held her tight.

559

Ava, what did you do to your mother?

560

I haven't laid a finger on her, Alpha.

561

If you're trying to frame me, at least pick a better spot.

562

Do you know how many cameras are here?

563

What did you call me?

564

Alpha?

565

Ava Blackwood, is something wrong with your head?

566

Your mom and I came all the way here to pick you up, and this is your attitude?

567

I thought my attitude was fine.

568

At least it was much better than the way they had treated me.

569

I shrugged and took one step back.

570

Goodbye.

571

Stop right there!

572

What, Alpha?

573

Are you going to hit me?

574

You're like this because we spoiled you too much.

575

Fine, I'll teach you a lesson today.

576

His hand lifted, but Mom suddenly went out of screen.

577

No!

578

Don't hit her! So that's why...

579

So that's why you hated me so much.

580

She covered her face, crying but I only felt that I could understand them from my last life a little now.

581

Having a lunatic in the family really was embarrassing.

582

I turned around with a cold face and left.

583

Behind me came Jace's happy shout.

584

Ava!

585

We're over here!

586

He and his parents were waving hard at me.

587

I smiled and ran toward them in big steps.

588

Esther threw the flowers into Jace's arms.

589

She caught me steadily and spun me around once.

590

Good girl.

591

It's finally over, right?

592

Rest for a few days, then we'll head out and climb snow mountains.

593

Yes.

594

Jace took my school bag.

595

I took the ice cream James handed me.

596

We walked toward the distance, talking and laughing.

597

Behind us, my parents froze in place, getting farther and farther away from us.

598

I was having lunch with Jace and his parents.

599

A pack guard said Liam wanted to see me.

600

Jace walked out with me.

601

I hadn't seen Liam for a full year.

602

When I saw him now, I was honestly shocked.

603

He was so thin, so worn down.

604

His face was covered in cuts made by fingernails, almost ruined.

605

The second he saw me, Liam rushed toward me.

606

Jace blocked him.

607

Ava!

608

Ava, please forgive us.

609

Please forgive me.

610

I'm begging you.

611

Come home.

612

Mom's dying.

613

Please.

614

When I returned to the Blackwood house again, I was stunned.

615

The table was broken.

616

The chairs were snapped.

617

The couch had been burned.

618

The spiral staircase was covered in bloody clothes.

619

I covered my mouth and almost threw up.

620

Where's your mom?

621

She's not just my mom.

622

She's our mom, Ava.

623

She isn't.

624

Mom stumbled out of a room.

625

She pulled me into her arms.

626

Ava!

627

My baby!

628

I'm so sorry.

629

I should have never let you go.

630

I should have never let them take you from me.

631

Somehow, Mom regained memories of the past life.

632

She felt extremely guilty towards me and said she regretted adopting Chloe.

633

Chloe heard it.

634

After that, she lost it.

635

She started hurting herself over and over.

636

She would stay awake at night, take a knife, and run into memory.

637

My dad's last wish was for you to take care of me!

638

Have I done something wrong?

639

I love you all!

640

You shouldn't abandon me!

641

Everyone in the Blackwood family was terrified.

642

The whole family watched her even more carefully.

643

Only before, it had been out of pity.

644

And now, it was out of fear.

645

But she still felt unsafe.

646

She began demanding that everyone stay with her daily life.

647

If anyone left, she would scream and claw at anything here.

648

The Blackwoods finally forced Chloe into a psychiatric hospital.

649

Were you raising daughters?

650

Or running some sick survival game? seeing

651

which one earned the right to be loved every girl you raised ends up unstable

652

if you couldn't love two daughters equally why bring another child

653

home her eyes widened tears streamed down her face then as

654

if the last bit of strength had left her body she collapsed to her knees i took jace's hand

655

and left without looking back Behind me, Mom suddenly screamed.

656

Ava!

657

Ava, wait!

658

Ava, please.

659

Just give us one more minute.

660

Move.

661

I remember.

662

I remember kicking you into the roses.

663

I remember you coughing up blood.

664

I remember you begging us to answer your calls.

665

And I remember you were only pretending I'm your brother.

666

I should have protected you, but I was the one who hurt you.

667

Ava, I remember too.

668

I remember the day they took you away.

669

You kept reaching for me.

670

You kept begging me to hold you, but I just stood there.

671

I let them take my own daughter away.

672

I called you crazy.

673

I told you that you were a disgrace to this family me Ava I'm sorry I'm

674

so sorry behind me mom suddenly

675

screamed Ava Ava wait Ava please

676

just give us one more minute move I remember I remember

677

kicking you into the roses I remember you coughing up blood i remember you begging us to answer your calls

678

and i remember you were only pretending i'm your brother i should have protected you

679

but i was the one who hurt you

680

ava i remember too i remember the day they took you away

681

you kept reaching for me you kept begging me to hold you but i just stood there

682

i let them take my own daughter away i called you crazy i told you

683

that you were a disgrace to this family ava i'm sorry i'm

684

so sorry i looked at them quietly in my last life

685

i had wanted this more than anything i wanted them to regret i wanted them to cry

686

the ava who wanted to hear that is already dead

687

no she died in

688

that hospital Ava please she waited for you until the end

689

mom let out a broken sob Liam lowered his head even

690

further neither of them tried to stop me again outside the

691

garden I felt a burning gaze fixed on me I turned around

692

but only saw a limping figure walking away I recognized him

693

almost at once alpha his steps stopped he lowered his head Then, without turning around, he hurried away.

694

Jace was calling me.

695

I turned back.

696

Ava?

697

His figure split into two, and three.

698

No, he wasn't moving.

699

I was.

700

My head felt heavy.

701

I seemed to step into a thick fog.

702

Ava!

703

I wandered through it.

704

But no matter where I went, I couldn't find a way out.

705

Ava?

706

Ava!

707

Was he calling me?

708

But they had already changed my name to Grace.

709

As in, by the grace of Moon Goddess, let Chloe live.

710

Ava, don't scare me!

711

Ava!

712

Who was calling me?

713

There was so much panic in his voice. Who says you're not?

714

You are.

715

You deserve to be loved.

716

Ava.

717

Your real name is Ava.

718

It's beautiful.

719

Way better than Grace.

720

The fog shifted.

721

A hospital room slowly came into view.

722

I found myself sitting on the bed while Jace stood beside me with a bruised face.

723

Ava, don't be scared.

724

If that bastard Caleb comes back, I'll get rid of him again.

725

If he ever grabs your throat or tries anything with you again, I'll beat the hell out of him.

726

Hey, Ava, don't cry.

727

It was only a couple of shocks.

728

I'm tough.

729

It didn't hurt at all.

730

I suddenly coughed hard.

731

Blood spilled from my lips.

732

Jace's smile vanished.

733

ava what's wrong why are you coughing up blood don't scare me wait why do you have

734

so many bruises your brother kicked you what the hell is

735

wrong with him ava no don't close your eyes please stay

736

with me ava ava stay with me ava don't close your eyes please i really i really can't go through this again.

737

Again?

738

Something hit me.

739

The moment I saw Jace, tears rushed down my face.

740

I grabbed his hand.

741

I know now.

742

I remember you.

743

Jace.

744

My Jace.

745

The boy who was the only one who kept calling me Ava.

746

The boy who always stepped in when someone hurt me.

747

All for my sake.

748

Jace was 18 when he was sent to this psychiatric hospital.

749

That day, two caregivers dragged him down the hallway.

750

I watched through the - bars on my window and heard the patients nearby whispering.

751

I heard his pack had him committed.

752

He watched his parents fall off a mountain while trying to save someone.

753

He lost it after that.

754

Started lashing out at anyone who came near him.

755

When he passed my room, he suddenly stopped.

756

Our eyes met across the hallway.

757

He looked like a wolf driven into a corner, all rage and hostility.

758

But behind that rage was something I knew far too well.

759

Despair.

760

The same despair I carried.

761

One of the caregivers shoved him impatiently, and they dragged him into room 14 next door.

762

The metal door slammed shut.

763

A moment later, I heard him throwing himself against it, over and over.

764

He kept shouting something I couldn't quite make out.

765

It sounded like I couldn't grab them.

766

I couldn't, or maybe something else.

767

No one paid any attention.

768

I sat on my bed, listening to the banging through the wall.

769

For the first time, I found myself thinking about the new psycho next door.

770

That night, the room next door stayed noisy for almost an hour.

771

Things crashed.

772

He slammed against the door.

773

Caregivers shouted at him.

774

Then everything went quiet.

775

Only his weak, uneven breathing came through the wall.

776

I knew that feeling.

777

He had probably been restrained until he had no strength left.

778

At dinner, the caregivers slid our trays under the doors.

779

Mine had an extra piece of meat because I'd been cooperative all week.

780

Next door, nothing moved.

781

I hesitated, then pushed my meat and half my bread toward his door while no one was watching.

782

The next day, I saw him sitting alone in the yard.

783

He looked at me.

784

That food last night, was it yours?

785

Why?

786

You hadn't eaten.

787

Being hungry would have made it worse.

788

Thanks.

789

A whistle blew.

790

Outdoor time was over.

791

I'm Jace.

792

What's your name?

793

Grace.

794

She's a good one, unlike you.

795

You hate that name.

796

My name used to be Ava.

797

They changed it to Grace, so I'd remember that I was ruining someone else's life.

798

Ava.

799

Way better than Grace.

800

I'm calling you Ava from now on.

801

That night, the room next door stayed noisy for almost an hour.

802

Things crashed.

803

He slammed against the door.

804

Caregivers shouted at him.

805

Then everything went quiet.

806

Only his weak, uneven breathing came through the wall.

807

I knew that feeling.

808

He had probably been restrained until he had no strength left.

809

At dinner, the caregivers slid our trays under the doors.

810

Mine had an extra piece of meat because I'd been cooperative all week.

811

Next door, nothing moved.

812

I hesitated, then pushed my meat and half my bread toward his door while no one was watching.

813

The next day, I saw him sitting alone in the yard.

814

He looked at me.

815

That food last night, was it yours?

816

Why?

817

You hadn't eaten.

818

Being hungry would have made it worse.

819

Thanks.

820

A whistle blew.

821

Outdoor time is over.

822

I'm Jace.

823

What's your name?

824

Grace.

825

She's a good one, unlike you.

826

You hate that name.

827

My name used to be Ava.

828

They changed it to Grace.

829

So I'd remember that I was ruining someone else's life.

830

Ava.

831

Way better than Grace.

832

I'm calling you Ava from now on.

833

that night i dreamed about my past again mom

834

and dad giving my things to chloe liam's palms striking across

835

my face caleb holding chloe as he kissed her in the garden they all standing behind chloe

836

while they called me crazy i jolted awake with a broken cry shaking all over i grabbed the metal spoon

837

and dragged it hard across my wrist i wasn't trying to die.

838

The noise brought the night caregivers running.

839

The moment the door opened, Jace shoved past the caregiver beside him and ran out barefoot.

840

He snatched the spoon from my hand and graped my wrist to stop the bleeding.

841

You can't do this.

842

You promised me we'd see each other tomorrow.

843

I just stared at him stunned.

844

The caregivers pulled us apart, forcing me back onto the bed as they dragged jace away

845

he shouted with everything he had ava stay alive i'll be

846

waiting for you tomorrow i let out a small tearful laugh

847

for the first time i realized someone truly wanted me to make it to tomorrow visiting day only caleb

848

and chloe came alpha marcus

849

and luna elaine didn't pack business they said apparently visiting their

850

daughter in a psychiatric ward could wait chloe sat across from me with a sweet smile get better soon grace

851

but her eyes were cold.

852

When visiting hours ended, she stood and hooked her arm through Caleb's.

853

Come on, I'm meeting friends.

854

You go ahead, I left something here.

855

Chloe smiled and walked out.

856

The moment the door clicked shut, Caleb's smile disappeared.

857

You've been in here a long time, Grace.

858

Our engagement still stands.

859

Maybe I should take care of my promised man.

860

I shoved at him.

861

His hand suddenly closed around my throat.

862

I grabbed his wrist and tried to pull him off.

863

He leaned closer.

864

I turned my face away.

865

Then, snap.

866

A restraint strap broke outside.

867

The door burst open.

868

Jace came charging in wolf form and slammed Caleb into the wall.

869

The ward alarm went off.

870

Caregivers rushed in with restraint holes and pinned him to the floor.

871

Jace struggled for a few seconds before shifting back into human form.

872

He was choking her!

873

Didn't any of you see that?

874

Afterward, the doctors questioned us separately.

875

I told the doctor exactly what happened, but he looked at me with that familiar kind of pity.

876

Grace, have your hallucinations been getting worse lately?

877

I'm not lying.

878

He grabbed my throat.

879

Look!

880

We'll make a note of it.

881

Just try to calm down for now.

882

On the way back, I saw Caleb talking to another doctor with an innocent expression.

883

The doctor even patted his shoulder, reassuring me.

884

Back in my room, I slid down against the door and laughed through my tears. Of course.

885

I was still the crazy one.

886

Just then, two caregivers passed by with a treatment bed.

887

Room 14 again?

888

Yeah, he attacked a visitor.

889

The director ordered another session.

890

Room 14.

891

Jace.

892

I jumped to my feet and ran toward the treatment room.

893

I slammed against the door twice before a caregiver grabbed me.

894

Let go of me!

895

Then came Jace's muffled groan.

896

I pressed myself against the door.

897

Jace.

898

I pounded on the door.

899

Jace.

900

I sank to the floor, hugging my knees as tears poured down my face it was

901

because of me he was going through this

902

because of me finally the door opened two caregivers helped jace out his face was pale

903

and he could barely stand i rushed over this is all

904

because of me i'm

905

so sorry hey eva don't cry it was only a few shocks i'm tough didn't hurt at all i looked him.

906

My tears only fell harder.

907

I grabbed his hand.

908

Don't ever do that again, okay?

909

Don't put yourself through this because of me.

910

Can't promise that, Ava.

911

If he ever touches you again, I'm still hitting him.

912

I froze.

913

No one had ever protected me like that.

914

My parents protected the pack's reputation.

915

Liam protected Chloe's feelings.

916

Caleb only protected himself.

917

But Jace protected me.

918

I reached out and gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

919

He flinched slightly, but didn't pull away.

920

Does it hurt?

921

No. Okay, it hurts.

922

But I'm fine.

923

Then why are you still smiling? Because you're okay.

924

If you're okay, I'm okay.

925

During outdoor time, Jace and I always stayed together.

926

That day, he finally told me about his parents.

927

They were the Alpha and Luna of our pack.

928

Our territory is deep in the snow mountains.

929

I grew up climbing those mountains with them.

930

Then one day, it was just me.

931

A blizzard hit Silver Peak, the highest mountain in our territory.

932

A few pack members got trapped near the top.

933

The rescue team said it was too dangerous to go up and wanted to wait for the storm to ease.

934

My parents grabbed their ropes and went up anyway.

935

I couldn't stop them, so I followed

936

and waited on a ledge halfway up the cliff they got

937

everyone down safely my parents were the last ones coming down they were almost back to my ledge

938

when one of the anchors suddenly gave way they fell right

939

past me i reached for them my fingertips even touched my mom's hand

940

but i couldn't grab her i couldn't grab her i looked at him my chest aching

941

it wasn't your fault the blizzard the anchor failing none of that was in your control You did everything you could.

942

The last thing your parents saw was you trying to save them.

943

They knew you tried.

944

I pulled him into a hug.

945

Jace froze.

946

Then he slowly wrapped his arms around me.

947

You can't keep blaming yourself for this.

948

He held me a little tighter.

949

After a long while, he finally pulled back.

950

He wiped his face and forced a small smile.

951

When we get out of here, come stay in my pack for a while.

952

Really?

953

I've never seen a snow mountain before it never snows where

954

i'm from then i'll take you to silver peak are you

955

sure after what happened there that's exactly why i want to

956

take you i want silver pete to hold one good memory

957

too suddenly getting out of this place felt worth hoping for okay

958

when we get out we'll go to silver pete together

959

that day for once the whole family said they were coming

960

to visit me together chloe arrived first she looked at my hospital gown and smirked getting used to it here grace

961

i'm getting pretty used to having you out of the way Recognize it?

962

Funny.

963

Everything that used to be yours ends up mine.

964

That was the last birthday gift I had ever received.

965

But - steps came from the hallway.

966

My parents, Liam and Caleb walked in together.

967

Chloe suddenly shrank back in her chair.

968

What happened?

969

Who upset you?

970

Grace.

971

Grace said she never wants to see me again.

972

She said the first thing she'll do when she gets out is throw me out of the pack house.

973

When did I ever say that?

974

We didn't even talk about that.

975

Please stop denying it.

976

I know you still hate me.

977

She's lying.

978

Before you came in, she showed me my bracelet and said everything

979

that used to be mine would end up hers grace not again

980

i'm telling the truth have you really never noticed she only acts like this

981

when you're watching the doctor said this kind of thinking is

982

part of your illness i'm not sick you just believe her

983

because it's easier grace how did you become like this alpha marcus turned toward the hallway

984

and called for the caregivers two caregivers came in with a

985

treatment bed the moment i saw it my blood ran cold

986

no i'm not sick mom dad please no more not again please

987

i'll be good i'll never say a word against chloe again Oh,

988

please, please don't do this.

989

Ava!

990

Ava!

991

Ava!

992

Ava, look at me.

993

Chase, looks like I can't go to Silver Peak with you.

994

Don't say that.

995

You're going to be okay.

996

When you get out, scatter my ashes at the summit, okay?

997

That way, it'll be like I made it there too.

998

I promise I'll take you there.

999

I used the last of my strength to smile at him.

1000

Ava, don't close your eyes, please!

1001

Ava!

1002

Time of death, 8 .17 p .m.

1003

Not long after, Jace came back with a full bottle of rubbing alcohol and a lighter.

1004

Before anyone could react, Jace locked the door and splashed the alcohol over the curtains and anything else that could catch fire.

1005

He flicked the lighter.

1006

Flames shot up.

1007

you're insane my family rushed for the door and kicked it again

1008

and again but it wouldn't budge Caleb rushed to the windows

1009

but they were all covered with security bars the flames soon

1010

swallowed everything I pawned my ability to love in exchange for

1011

one chance to be reborn after I disappeared the wolf -eared girl tilted her head at Jace

1012

and you here to pawn something too yes my whole soul

1013

in exchange for what she just pawned to you she can't

1014

lose the ability to love she needs to love herself please

1015

give it back to her interesting how about a wager

1016

if I lose I won't take your soul I bet

1017

that even in her next life she still won't learn to

1018

love herself she'll still beg those people for their love I'll take away every memory she has of you

1019

but you'll remember everything

1020

You'll watch her live it all again You won't be able to tell her the truth

1021

You won't be able to change her fate Until everyone's fate is finally settled Deal Sign it,

1022

with your heart He pressed his palm against the contract

1023

A glowing heart was pulled from his chest And sank into the page I held tightly onto Jace's hand.

1024

Did that deal hurt you?

1025

I'm fine.

1026

Really.

1027

A doctor walked in and checked my chart.

1028

Everything looks normal.

1029

You fainted from emotional stress.

1030

We'll keep you here for a few more days.

1031

If everything stays normal, you can go home.

1032

Two months later, I was discharged.

1033

Jace and I entered the same university.

1034

Together, we built a professional rescue team for the pack.

1035

We set up weather monitoring.

1036

Pack members carried avalanche beacons whenever they went out.

1037

But Alpha James and Luna Esther still insisted on leading every rescue themselves.

1038

I wanted to stop them.

1039

Jace shook his head.

1040

Everyone needs something they love.

1041

Forcing them to give it up would only hurt them.

1042

Then came the day they had died in our past life.

1043

Another pack member was trapped by an avalanche.

1044

This time the beacon sent back his exact location immediately.

1045

Our rescue team moved fast.

1046

Everyone came back alive.

1047

When the news hit my phone, I was so happy I dragged Jace around the track three times.

1048

He finally dropped that carefree act he always wore he dropped to his knees on the track laughing

1049

and crying at the same time he had changed it Then another headline caught my eye.

1050

I opened it and skimmed the report.

1051

Chloe had found out Caleb planned to take someone else as his mate.

1052

In a rage, she castrated him.

1053

Caleb lost control and strangled her in the hospital room.

1054

I stared at the screen for a long time, but I felt strangely calm.

1055

It was finally over.

1056

Hey, why aren't you comforting me?

1057

What are you looking at?

1058

I'm comforting you.

1059

Not good enough.

1060

Excuse me?

1061

So what would be enough?

1062

Jace looked up at me and tugged at my sleeve.

1063

Jace grabbed my wrist and pulled me down into his arms.

1064

Before I could steady myself, his lips came down on mine.

1065

He held me there for a long, slow kiss.

1066

Jace, did I hurt you?

1067

Is it your heart?

1068

You are faking it?

1069

...Jace Carter.

1070

You worried about me?

1071

Shut up!

1072

The year we graduated from college, Jace and I finally made it to the summit of Silver Peak.

1073

Snow that never melted, stretched beneath our feet as far as I could see.

1074

Seriously?

1075

Nothing feels wrong?

1076

Not even a little?

1077

Not even the tiniest bit?

1078

nothing not even the tiniest bit my Ava did

1079

so well you worked so hard to build your own life you made me win

1080

that bet completely I finally let out the breath I had been holding I started to pull my hand away

1081

but Jace pressed it firmly back against his chest although don't you think my heart's beating pretty fast

1082

shameless he stumbled back laughing but immediately leaned in again

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इस पाठ की शब्दावली और बोलने के सुझाव

इस वीडियो में शैडोइंग के लिए 1082 वाक्य और 9588 शब्द हैं। बोला गया हिस्सा 52:16 लंबा है। वक्ता तेज़ बोलता है, लगभग 183 शब्द प्रति मिनट, इसलिए जुड़ी हुई और कमज़ोर ध्वनियाँ ज़्यादा मिलेंगी। केवल 80% शब्द अंग्रेज़ी के 3,000 सबसे आम शब्दों में से हैं, इसलिए शब्दावली कठिन है।

इस वीडियो की मुख्य शब्दावली

वीडियो के 15 सीखने लायक शब्द, उच्चारण और अर्थ के साथ:

शब्द	उच्चारण	अर्थ
drag क्रिया	/dɹæɡ/	घसीटना, खींचना
alpha संज्ञा	/ˈæl.fə/	अल्फ़ा
shock संज्ञा	/ʃɔk/	झटका
hallway संज्ञा	/ˈhɔlˌweɪ/	गलियारा
ignore क्रिया	/ɪɡˈnɔː/	उपेक्षा, उपेक्षा करना
shake क्रिया	/ˈʃeɪk/	हिलाना
bracelet संज्ञा	/ˈbɹeɪslət/	अंगद, वलय
rescue क्रिया	/ˈɹɛs.kjuː/	बचाना
silent विशेषण	/ˈsaɪ̯lənt/	चुप, ख़ामोश
desk संज्ञा	/dɛsk/	मेज़
comfort संज्ञा	/ˈkʌm.fət/	आराम, सुखद
throat संज्ञा	/ˈθɹoʊt/	गला
wipe क्रिया	/waɪp/	मिटाना, पोंछना
wrist संज्ञा	/ɹɪst/	कलाई
jewellery संज्ञा	/ˈd͡ʒʊ-/	आभूषण, गहना

वीडियो में आने वाली फ़्रेज़ल वर्ब

शब्द	उच्चारण	अर्थ
pick up क्रिया		उठाना
stand up क्रिया		उठना
come back क्रिया		वापस आना
go ahead क्रिया	/ˌɡoʊ əˈhɛd/	आगे बढ़ना

इस वीडियो का व्याकरण

वक्ता जिन संरचनाओं का सबसे अधिक प्रयोग करता है, वीडियो के असली शब्दों के साथ:

संरचना	वीडियो में
“used to” used to + क्रिया — बीती आदत या स्थिति जो अब नहीं है	used to having · used to be · used to show
शर्त वाले वाक्य if + उपवाक्य, will/would + क्रिया — शर्त और उसका नतीजा	if afraid, I would refuse · If anyone left, she would scream · If that bastard Caleb comes back, I'll get
Present perfect have/has + past participle — बीता हुआ काम जिसका असर अभी भी है	has been · has already volunteered · have seen
Passive voice be + past participle — ज़ोर इस पर कि क्या होता है, न कि कौन करता है	was left · be sent · was ignored

ध्यान देने योग्य उच्चारण

वक्ता 221 बार संक्षिप्त रूपों का प्रयोग करता है, जैसे don't, I'm, didn't। इन्हें वैसे ही छोटा बोलें जैसा आप सुनते हैं।

“th” की ध्वनियाँ: throat /ˈθɹoʊt/, breathe /bɹiːð/, thin /ˈθɪn/, bother /ˈbɑðɚ/, sixth /sɪksθ/
“sh” और “zh” की ध्वनियाँ: rush /ɹʌʃ/, shock /ʃɔk/, shake /ˈʃeɪk/, trash /tɹæʃ/, patience /ˈpeɪ̯.ʃəns/
लंबे शब्द — बलाघात सही रखें: psychiatric /ˌsaɪ.kiˈæt.ɹɪk/, reputation /ˌɹɛpjʊˈteɪʃən/, ridiculous /ɹɪˈdɪk.jə.ləs/, disappointed /ˌdɪsəˈpɔɪnɪd/, elementary /ˌɛləˈmɛntəɹi/

इस वीडियो से अभ्यास कैसे करें

पहले बिना बोले पूरा वीडियो एक बार सुनें और जो शब्द नहीं आते उन्हें लिख लें।
0.75× गति से शुरू करें, एक-एक वाक्य की शैडोइंग करें, और सहज लगने पर सामान्य गति पर लौटें।
अपनी आवाज़ रिकॉर्ड करें और मूल से तुलना करें, ख़ासकर drag, alpha, shock जैसे शब्दों पर ध्यान दें।

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शैडोइंग (Shadowing) एक विज्ञान-समर्थित भाषा सीखने की तकनीक है जो मूल रूप से पेशेवर दुभाषिया प्रशिक्षण के लिए विकसित की गई थी। विधि सरल लेकिन शक्तिशाली है: आप मूल अंग्रेज़ी ऑडियो सुनते हैं और तुरंत इसे ज़ोर से दोहराते हैं — जैसे वक्ता की छाया 1-2 सेकंड की देरी से। शोध से पता चलता है कि यह उच्चारण सटीकता, स्वर, लय, जुड़ी हुई ध्वनियाँ, सुनने की समझ और बोलने की प्रवाहशीलता में काफ़ी सुधार करता है।

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