쉐도잉 연습: The day you died (and didn't notice) - 영상으로 영어 말하기 배우기

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I died when I was 22 years old.
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That was when I moved to Oxford and when I think back to my childhood, my upbringing and my family, I think that that was the moment that I died.
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Sometimes I even grieve the younger Johnny.
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I miss my house, my school and my dog called Lily.
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I miss my parents even though they are both still alive because that life is gone.
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That Johnny is dead.
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This is a view known as episodism and it goes back to the philosopher Galen Strawson and his work against narrativity.
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Episodism is when you have no sense
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that who you were in the past is the same as who you are right now.
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It is not saying that there is no self but rather that life is divided into a series of different selves.
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There is no connecting fibre between these selves and any narrative
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or story that we build that tries to do so will always be insufficient and artificial.
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Who you are now is a detailed, coherent and individual personality.
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Sure there will be bits and bobs that overlap such as your music preferences
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or even people who might be here today who were once there in the past.
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But the sense of now is defined by these essential and all-consuming elements or pillars.
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and when these pillars change your sense of self will change as well it will essentially cease to be
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and so then you are reincarnated as a new person for many the idea
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that they are a perpetually written story is a kind of comfort we're told by psychologists like oliver sacks
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that each of us constructs and lives a narrative and
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that narrative is then our identity but for the episodic person and that doesn't make any sense.
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The episodic sees their life in terms of these discrete blocks that overlap a bit, but they have no meaning overall.
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Strawson makes a distinction between a human being and a self.
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I know that I am the same biological entity that went skateboarding with Sam Leatt when I was nine years old.
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But as a self, the person talking to you now and having these thoughts in my head, I know I wasn't there.
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The writer Henry James once remarked that he thought his earlier masterpieces were written by somebody else entirely.
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And Marcel Proust wrote that we are a series of cells which die one after the other.
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I feel like a completely different person today as the person who went skateboarding with Sam Liat.
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So are you an episodic person or are you a narrative kind of thinker?
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Well, episodism is defined by three feelings or beliefs.
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Let's go through them and see if they relate to you.
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First, there is this lack of persistence.
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The episodic does not see themselves as something that was there in the past or will be there even in the future.
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For example, I'm well aware that I will one day be old, Greg, and I'll find it hard to get out of a chair.
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I'll look back at now and think, wow, so much has changed.
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Life has changed completely.
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And there are past episodes which feel the same.
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I feel completely disconnected to who I once was.
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Second, there is temporal displacement.
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While an episodic will possess certain factual from the inside memories, they do not feel that those memories apply to who you are now.
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So for example, I remember my grandparents' house.
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I remember playing an open presence and eating creamed corn.
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But that happened to a different person.
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That happened to childhood Johnny.
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When I think back to some of my best friends at school and university, I remember them fondly, but that wasn't me.
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It's not the same person who does mini philosophy right now.
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And then third, there is the present focus.
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The episodic is by definition more located in the now, and they identify more with their current values, their current thoughts, and their current environment.
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For example, I am defined by my children, I'm defined by my family, I'm defined by the village I live in now and the projects I'm doing right here.
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If none of this resonates at all then you are probably not an episodic person and according to Strawson the opposite kind,
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the narrative kind, is somebody called the diachronic.
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They will see their lives as a long-term continuous stretch and will often view the episodic life as chilling or even empty.
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They'll wonder how How can you have any sense of loyalty?
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How can you have any identity at all if you are just this collection of disconnected blobs?
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Strawson argues that in a lot of academia, in psychology and even medicine, the diachronic or the narrative view is the dominant one.
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It says that to be a full person you have to be narrative
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and this is what Strawson calls the psychological narrativity thesis, that we do live our lives as stories.
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But the problem is
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that this can then spill out into an ethical narrativity thesis where we say
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that we ought to live our lives as stories, and the episodic person is somehow a half person.
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Philosophers like Charles Taylor have argued
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that making sense of ourselves requires us to understand our lives as a kind of unfolding story.
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Some people go further and suggest that you only have a true identity by forming an autobiographical narrative.
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Without it you aren't developing fully as a person because they see a good life in terms of a quest.
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If anybody has ever sat through a self-help lecture talking about your journey
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or if you ever heard a friend talking about growth you will appreciate how dominant the diachronic narrative view really is.
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But is this actually how everybody works?
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Strawson argues that this narrative outlook is often a product of an intellectual fashion,
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and the misplaced confidence of people who generalise their own experience as being the recipe for the entire human race.
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But the diachronic view is not necessarily the case, nor has it always been the case.
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For example, the French philosopher Michel de Montaigne claimed
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that his memory was so poor that he could hardly find a trace of himself in the past, something that I can relate to as well.
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The Earl of Shaftesbury once said that he lived only for the now
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and he didn't care if he became 20 successive selves.
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Writers like Virginia Woolf felt their life existed in his brilliant and disjointed flashes rather than as a linear plot.
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For these people, the idea of a quest or a single unified narrative isn't a requirement for a good life.
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In fact, it's a gross hindrance to self-understanding at all.
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Strawson argues that this dominant narrativity thesis is a problem.
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It might even be dangerous.
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Because Strawson thinks that the more you try to turn your life into a good story, the more you are forced to engage in what he calls revision.
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Narrative people often become virtuoso novelists.
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They unconsciously delete, edit, and reorder their past to make it cohere.
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And as Nietzsche famously put it, I have done that, says my memory, but I cannot have done that, says my pride.
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Eventually memory surrenders to what you want it to say, you stop caring or focusing on the facts,
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and you spend your time engaging in a kind of cognitive bias that constructs a perfect and moral saintly self.
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For Strawson, revision takes two forms.
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First is the charged form, and this is when it is motivated by pride, by shame, or the need for self-love.
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is a kind of ego protection.
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And second there is the uncharged form, which is simply a kind of form-finding tendency that tries to fill in the gaps of an often faulty memory.
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In other words, we make up stories and even memories to bridge the part of ourselves that we cannot remember.
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Every time we retell our past, we shift further and further away from the facts.
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Recent neurophysiological research shows that the very act of conscious recall brings an alteration of the memory itself.
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The narrative person in their ham-fisted breaking
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and making reconstruction of their daily experiences is often drifting further and further away from the truth of their actual being.
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The episodic by contrast doesn't need a story to be moral or responsible or even necessarily coherent.
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Montaigne was famous for his deep loyalty and friendship despite claiming to have no memory of the past shared experiences.
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Friendship for the episodic is shown in how one is in the present.
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It's how you and I relate right now.
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So do you think your life is defined by episodes
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or do you think there is one long overarching narrative which connects who you are?
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Is the luxury or the habit of a life story actually a trap
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that keeps you from the beauty of being in the moment.

이 레슨의 어휘와 말하기 포인트

이 C1 수준 말하기 레슨은 영상 “The day you died”을(를) 바탕으로 합니다. 가장 자주 반복되는 단어는 다음과 같습니다: narrative, episodic, Strawson, self, defined. 이 영상에는 섀도잉할 문장 102개와 단어 1508개가 있습니다. 말하는 구간의 길이는 8:42입니다. 화자는 분당 약 173단어로, 일상 대화에 가까운 자연스러운 속도로 말합니다. 영어에서 가장 많이 쓰이는 3,000단어에 속하는 단어가 80%뿐이라 어휘가 어려운 편입니다.

이 영상의 핵심 어휘

영상에서 가장 어려운 단어 15개를 발음, 뜻과 함께 정리했습니다.

단어발음뜻
philosopher 명사/fəˈlɑsəfɚ/철학자
thesis 명사/ˈθisɪs/테제, 논제
skateboard 명사/ˈskeɪt.bɔɹd/스케이트보드
pillar 명사/ˈpɪlɚ/기둥
revision 명사/ɹəˈvɪʒ.ən/복습
grandparent 명사/ˈɡɹæn(d)pɛəɹənt/조부모
hindrance 명사/ˈhɪndɹəns/방해
thinker 명사/ˈθɪŋ.kɚ/사상가
unfold 동사/ʌnˈfoʊld/펴다
upbringing 명사/ˈʌpˌbrɪŋɪŋ/교양
virtuoso 명사/ˌvɝ.t͡ʃuˈoʊ.soʊ/미술품 감정가
academia 명사/ˌæk.əˈdi.mi.ə/학계
motivate 동사/ˈmoʊ.tɪ.veɪt/...에 동기를 주다
novelist 명사/ˈnɑvəlɪst/소설가
factual 형용사/ˈfæk.tʃ(u)əl/사실(事實)의

이 영상의 문법

화자가 가장 많이 쓰는 문형을 영상 속 실제 표현과 함께 정리했습니다.

문형영상 속 표현
수동태 be + 과거분사 — 누가 하는지보다 무슨 일이 일어나는지에 초점is divided · is defined · are reincarnated
현재완료 have/has + 과거분사 — 과거의 일이 지금도 관련이 있을 때has changed · have argued · has ever sat
관계절 who / which + 절 — 사람이나 사물에 대한 추가 정보people who might · person who went · person who does

주의할 발음

화자는 I'm, doesn't, I'll 같은 축약형과 약화된 형태를 15번 사용합니다. 들리는 대로 짧게 발음하세요.

  • “th” 소리: thesis /ˈθisɪs/, thinker /ˈθɪŋ.kɚ/, ethical /ˈɛθɪkəl/
  • “sh”와 “zh” 소리: revision /ɹəˈvɪʒ.ən/, alteration /ɔl.tɚˈeɪ.ʃən/, unconsciously /ˌʌnˈkɑnʃəsli/, insufficient /ɪnsəˈfɪʃənt/, reconstruction /ˌɹiːkənˈstɹʌkʃən/
  • 긴 단어 — 강세 위치에 주의: episodic /ˌɛp.ɪˈsɒd.ɪk/, diachronic /daɪ.əˈkɹɑnɪk/, philosopher /fəˈlɑsəfɚ/, alteration /ɔl.tɚˈeɪ.ʃən/, autobiographical /ˌɑtoʊˌbaɪəˈɡɹæfəkəl/

이 영상으로 연습하는 방법

  1. 먼저 말하지 않고 영상을 끝까지 듣고 모르는 단어를 적어 둡니다.
  2. 0.75배속으로 한 문장씩 섀도잉을 시작하고, 익숙해지면 보통 속도로 돌아갑니다.
  3. 자신의 목소리를 녹음해 원본과 비교하고, philosopher, thesis, skateboard 같은 단어에 특히 주의합니다.

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