Shadowing Practice: EPISODE 1 - A Fight - Learn English Speaking with Video
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Hello.
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Sorry to bother you.
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Can I ask you a slightly odd question?
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Yes.
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I'm making a podcast called Strangers on a Bench, where essentially I talk to people I don't know on benches for 10 or 15 minutes.
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Are you up for that?
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Do you want to give it a go?
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Is there a day of the week that you favour?
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No. So does that mean you kind of just spring out of bed in the morning, you feel good about your life?
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Most days I try to come out of bed and feel the best.
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I mean obviously depending on what happens the night before
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and what's going on in
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that period of time in my life I guess it can waver
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but I mean most days you're grateful to be seeing the light day the next day so yeah it's nice.
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I had someone
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which I went to for this every day as soon as they got up they just said thank you
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which I really liked.
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That's beautiful.
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As a way to start the day this seems like a lovely thing to do right?
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What are you most excited about at the moment?
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Probably, I'd say it's basketball again.
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I'm a big basketball player and I've recently kind of got back into it.
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I've been playing every day for the past two weeks now and that was like, you know, as a teenager that was probably my biggest passion.
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So I tried to follow that dream and got injured.
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I wanted to go to America to play in the NBA professionally and I, ironically enough, I was voted in my yearbook,
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you know, most likely to go to the NBA, but it never happened.
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This bird's been trying to court this lady.
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He's been trying I just noticed him because he's the biggest bird, he's got the biggest mane and stuff.
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Yeah, he's puffing out.
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Yeah, yeah.
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But yeah, so I really wanted to go to play professionally in America, but it didn't happen.
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So I kind of just gave that dream up, to be fair.
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Tell me about what is to you the beauty of basketball?
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Well, I don't know.
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So there's a saying that, it's a big saying in the basketball community, ball is life.
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It's like a weird philosophy to adopt but like everyone
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that I've known that's like taking basketball seriously has adopted
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that saying and like it kind of embodies what basketball is for like a real basketball player
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or person that yeah a person that plays a person
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that enjoys it watching it I don't know
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I think um first of all like in playing it it's a very intense game
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I've read a lot of eastern philosophy in my time
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and um I like samurais and stuff
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and I kind of like relate a basketball match to like
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a samurai fight like a duel like it doesn't have to be serious
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but i mean if you want to take it serious it can be really competitive it can be really
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engaging and i i find that super rewarding um but maybe
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because my dad also played it when he was younger
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and i maybe wanted to emulate a bit of what i'd heard about him
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because i never really met my dad
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so i really wanted to like you know just maybe that was a bit of it i don't know yeah
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Can I ask you a question about your dad?
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Yeah, sure.
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So you haven't met him?
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No, he went to prison when I was like three months old.
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He went to prison early in my life, so I have no memories of him at all.
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Do you know anything about his whereabouts now?
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No, no idea.
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I think apparently what happened was I got sex in probably 2020, and apparently before I got sex,
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he called me, and I was just not trying to pick up his calls.
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I was just like to all my family members that were telling me,
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like you know your dad's calling you etc i was just like berating him to them
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and just saying you know i want no contact with him
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and um yeah uh that being said like i also now have been to prison myself
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and like i've recently come out like three months ago now yeah i was there for a year
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and two months and um yeah i've kind of just like i don't know
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that gave me a new kind of perspective on just appreciation for things gratitude for things
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so like i think at
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that time i was very like hurt by you know the fact
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that i didn't have an opportunity to get to know him as a kid
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So I think I kind of took that out on him in
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that moment by not wanting to build a relationship with him
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But since coming out and since even inside I said to myself, you know, I need to kind of take every
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Aspect of life that I can grasp and just be grateful for it and take it like,
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you know, with gratitude and love and acceptance and stuff
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So is there any chance to see him?
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Oh, yeah, I'm sure there is.
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I mean, I don't have his contact details I think my mum does at one point.
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I probably could reach out to him and I do plan on it hopefully.
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I'm just trying to at this point just kind of like you know level myself out
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and ground myself
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and kind of like you know figure out what I'm doing for myself before I then pursue relations with other people.
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I understand.
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Like because that's a big deal to me.
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Yeah.
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I often think, so I've got a couple of daughters.
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Yeah that's beautiful. And...
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It's hard sometimes to, you know, you think how do you change someone?
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It's a fascinating thing, like when does someone change?
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And there's a great quote from Nietzsche about like, if you want to change a man, you've got to start with his grandmother.
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Okay, I've never heard anything.
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Because it goes so far back.
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Yeah, yeah.
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And it's so interesting when you're saying, you know, your father was in prison.
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Yeah.
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And then you've been in prison.
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My older brother is apparently in prison now
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and i haven't i've only met my older brother once so like yeah so family so basically at some point
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someone's going to break the chain yeah yeah and i also think about
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that like these these you know these various events happen
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and then someone's got to just find a way to like stop
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that carrying i hope that i hope and pray that
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that can be like my kids to be fair
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because like i do not want them to see that
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that part of society that part of like life like people in there telling me like like,
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you know, this is a life for no one and 100 % it's not a life for anyone.
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It's not, like, I mean, who wouldn't want to be in a park just sitting down and free,
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being able to do what they want to do?
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Do you mind me asking what Prism is like for you?
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So when I got out, I think two days later, I went to see my grandparents in Birmingham.
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And I remember just crying the whole time going there on the motorway when my mum was driving me there.
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I was crying.
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And yeah, I was playing with my baby cousin while I was there.
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I couldn't stop crying.
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I don't know.
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It was super hard.
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My granddad said to me afterwards, a couple of weeks later, when he called me up, he just said, you know,
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when I saw you last time, it looked like you'd been through some shit.
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But I think it was just the contrast of being free, having that time spent in there, it was a lot to bear,
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it was a lot to comprehend.
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And like I said, I've been out for three months, I'm still kind of trying to get used to it.
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I'm still trying to really just understand what it means to be free, what it means to be liberated.
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I don't know, I think the stigma about prison, and I've said this to loads of people,
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the stigma about prison is that it's full of tough people and I saw this great quote when I was in there,
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I said, you know, just because you've done bad things doesn't mean you're a bad person.
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That stuck with me when I was in there, because I was like, yo, that's really true.
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I mean, what makes someone a better person at one point than they were at another point?
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Inside, it was like, everyone in there, besides your one -two kind of cunts, really, everyone in there was really uplifting, really supportive of each other,
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because no one wants to be here, and people in prison, they don't want to make anyone's time harder.
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And I think that is like a beautiful thing for me to realize
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that like you know that I kind of want to carry on outside
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It's hard to do outside though because like I find
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that outside of prison like people are ignorant and like I mean ignorance is blissful, but like it's blissful to the person practicing the ignorance
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and it's not blissful to everyone else I mean I will practice ignorance to be fair as well
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What what what was a typical day like for you there?
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Okay, so um the last prison I was in I was in Leicester
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I think this is like the most new prison in the country to be fair
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and it was single cell so you're in you're by yourself in a cell
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It's tiny room kind of like a college dormitory or something like that
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You want telly you've got a kettle they're the things they supply you've had a shower myself
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So I didn't have to actually go outside the cell to shower.
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They open your doors at 7 30
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No, yeah 7 30 I'd be awake from before they've opened the door so I wake up pretty early and Yeah,
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I'm outside first thing really trying to socialize trying to connect with people and And most of the time everyone's sleeping still,
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so I'm just there, just like kind of doing my daily tasks, I guess.
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Like, you know, I might, let's say I've got some washing to do.
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Like, I'm like, you know, how you just saw me today, I play my music.
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I'm that person that 24 -7, no matter what I'm doing, either headphones or out loud, music's always around me.
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It really calms me the fuck down.
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So, like, yeah, I'm, let's say 8 .30 now, you can go to your activities in the prison and whatnot.
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I was doing an art class in the afternoon and I was also doing a music course, like a music production course in the mornings.
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Come back to the wing, eat my lunch, get banged up again for another hour and you come out maybe 1 .30,
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then back to the course.
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You come back to the wing at maybe 5 .00.
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That's to do like role check to make sure everyone's in and you come out, you get your dinner.
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and then you're out from dinner time until maybe like 7 .15 and then 7 .15's end of the day,
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you're banged up until the next morning and that was basically a day
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but like I said it's for the most part I was trying to socialize as much as possible, really listen to music as much as possible,
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just enjoy myself as much as possible, uplift people as much as possible, be uplifted as much as possible, learn as much as possible.
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Shit time though.
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Shit time.
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Shit time.
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Shit time.
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Shit time.
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Yeah.
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I mean...
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And that, like I said, that in terms of like prison, like I was in South London in prison,
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South London before I got there and that was similar.
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It was double cell.
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So like just sharing a space with someone now and that in itself is daunting because this isn't something that you know,
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this isn't something that you've ever met before.
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This is something that you have to accept and you have to hope
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that accepts you and you know you have to consider
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and whatnot and like there's one tv yeah
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and like you know you can't think you've got to compromise
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you have to figure out who was this person i mean i don't say any names
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but what what are they like
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so the my last cell mate he was an older gentleman
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he was a lovely guy he was um in his early 50s he'd done a longer time than me
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so i think he'd done like three years in there and
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that was his first time in person as well
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so like he was used to it and stuff
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and like he had 10 kids and like he would ring his missus every night at seven o 'clock Yeah, he was just lovely though.
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He was really supportive.
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With this guy?
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Yeah.
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Did you have any kind of, I guess you're spending so much time together, right?
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Did you develop any kind of rituals between the two of you?
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Yeah, yeah.
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In this prison I was at, we would get banged up at six.
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As soon as we banged up for Channel 4, Simpsons, I'd watch Simpsons.
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I've got like Bart Simpson on my neck.
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Amazing.
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I'd watch Simpsons all the time.
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He was like, for lack of a better term, a homebody.
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So like he didn't want to engage with anyone
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he just said like you know what their vibrations their like energy is just
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It fucking depresses me.
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He's like I don't want to be around it.
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Yeah, so he would stay in the cell and Sometimes I'd be out
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so and I'd come back in now for bang up and like he would already have the Simpsons on and like yeah
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That was like a nice routine ago
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Would you like to keep in touch with him or is it you feel like once you're you've left prison?
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It's like there's no I mean you feel like you're you want to distance yourself from everything in there?
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100 100 100 i would have kept in touch with him he
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because he did like you know we spoke about keeping in touch
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but i got moved prison so like he was working in the kitchen at that point and
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like they just come to my door in the morning said like you know
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you're going to leicester i was like i can't even tell him say bye to him
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and stuff so i just wrote him a note
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and just like put my number on the note
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and i don't know if he's got it i don't know
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if he's gonna reach out to me what did the note
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say like i said just being grateful for like him and his graciousness like
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He was super lovely.
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So I was just trying to show him appreciation.
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Can I ask what you did to get into this fight?
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Went to a fight.
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GBH.
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Can you tell me about the fight?
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Oh yeah, so it was about a girl to be girl.
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It was about a girl?
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My girlfriend at the time, yeah.
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She was like messing with someone and I'd basically turn up at her house and seen her with the person.
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I'd assumed she was messing with and like I kind of just flipped out and go and survive.
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So before this you were together?
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Yeah, for five years.
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Oh, for five years, that's quite a long time.
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She lived with me and then she moved out.
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She lived with me again, then she moved out again and it was very up and down.
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It was stupid, yeah.
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and yeah like are you like how often do you think about like
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that moment like what's the kind of super all the time
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i mean not not necessarily the moment more the relationship
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because i don't want to dwell on the the negative
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but i think about like you know just just for the most part
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it was one night she was gonna come over to my house
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she didn't come over i went over to her house now
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and then yeah like it's just that one decision i thought like you know if i didn't actually go there
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Yeah, maybe I wouldn't have been arrested, maybe I wouldn't have been in prison and like maybe my life would be completely different,
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maybe we'd still be together.
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Probably not, but like, I don't know, like just that.
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Yeah.
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What would happen if you saw him again?
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I'd probably apologise to be fair.
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Like, I'd want to extend my condolences for how I've treated him and, you know, for my actions that night,
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because that was, yeah, he didn't deserve that.
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No one deserves that.
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So you're now focused on making some dosh?
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Yeah, really.
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And how are you going to do it?
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No idea, man.
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No idea.
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No idea.
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That's the bane of 2024 living.
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I hate the fact that to survive, you have to really engage in this kind of lifestyle of going to work
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and who's made this rule that you need to go to work to fucking eat
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and drink and like not have shelter like it's really absurd to me like it's absurd really
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but it's the facts of life at this point yeah have you got any idea what
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if you could start something up what would you start up
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with your own accord um to finance the financial benefit myself yeah um well
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i've been making music now for probably three years let's say two years three years
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and i think i've made like you know five pound from it ever.
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Probably.
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It's five more than nothing.
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Yeah, 100%.
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When you start a venture like that, it's not really about the monetary gain that you can get from it.
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I'd make multiple songs a day just because I was passionate about music and for me it would have to be music.
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Recently I've kind of fell out of love with creating music though.
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I think.
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Why?
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I don't know man.
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I'm trying to grasp it.
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I've been trying to grasp it for the past couple of weeks.
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I sold my sampler now.
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My sampler was like a few thousand pound sampler, I sold it just because I need to survive.
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I think I can't really allow myself to sit down and focus on enjoyment.
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I think I have to be strict with myself and say to myself, OK, even if you do a mundane job for the time being,
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at least then, once I do find that I'm comfortable and sustainable in like, you know, how I'm living, then I can, you know,
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maybe go back to it and enjoy it.
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Are you singing so?
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No, no, no. I write poetry but I have never tried to incorporate any poetry into any of my beats and stuff.
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Yeah, interesting.
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I mean what I would say is I think if you do poetry, you've got these two forces.
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So you've got the poetry and you've got the music.
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It sounds like they've got to come together.
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Yeah, yeah.
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That's kind of how great songs work on the whole.
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Yeah, yeah, I know.
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Not always but it's a good start.
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Yeah, no doubt, definitely.
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It's scary for me, that is scary for me.
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Just because I feel like I don't want to be misunderstood, I guess.
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Yeah, but also you've experienced some really potent things.
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Yeah, for sure.
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A lot of people haven't.
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And you yourself have been tested emotionally so much more than the average person, right?
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Especially at your age.
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So it's like, you've got a lot to say.
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So I would say like, you know, there's a lot you could do for other people in that as well.
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Thank you.
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And it's just about like jumping I suppose.
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Maybe, maybe one day.
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I definitely think you should do it.
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Yeah, thank you.
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Is there anything I could do to encourage you further?
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No, it was lovely.
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Like I mean, it's been very affirming.
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Like I want to write a book to be fair with you.
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That's probably going to be my magnus open, so hopefully to write a book but yeah,
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maybe in the interim I'll make some songs and rhyme up or whatever.
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So the book, if you want to write a book, what's the book?
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I don't know, so I've got notebooks, finished multiple notebooks of just ranting about like you know, like you said the experiences I've had really
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and like how it's affected me what I think about it I think for me the book
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it's kind of gonna be about society in like the modern day how
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that is affecting people and how that has affected me and like what my experience is basically what I'm trying to do.
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A lot of people I've talked to
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so far what seems to be like such a common thread
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that's come up is like where is it all going so wrong?
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If I ask you say where we were going a bit wrong especially in terms of young people, which you are.
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What would you say?
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Yeah, sure.
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So this is kind of a big thing for me, I guess, in terms of like,
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I don't really get on with a lot of young people.
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I mean people my age, for the most part like teenagers and young people,
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there's this weird like ideology that you have to kind of be super strong.
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I guess strong, you can use, it's synonymous with hard or whatever, but like that a lot of kids kind of have this ideology
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that they have to be tough uh i think that's bullshit
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i think you should be vulnerable you should be taught to be vulnerable
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you should accept people's vulnerability like this online culture like i
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grew up in like you know the midst of online becoming like popular like like
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when i was a kid kid there wasn't any social media
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but now every kid has it every adult has it everyone's on it everyone's you know engaging with it
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and even now like there's a there's a school outside of where i live
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and like it says like i was so amazed
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when i saw this it made me laugh because i think it's absurd
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that they even got to put this but there's a sign outside the school
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that has like it's for parents and it says like please
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when you're picking up your kids don't be on your phones i'm just thinking like the fact
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that you've got to tell adults this like you know adults with kids not to go on their phone like
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when they're picking up their kids it's crazy
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and i told my mom about it and she said that
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that was a thing like they didn't have that when i was in school that's that's crazy though
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It's really weird the trajectory that we're going into.
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What is your relationship with your mother like?
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It's really weird because it's like I'm a real mother's boy
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but at the same time she kicked me out when I was 18 for smoking weed.
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I started smoking weed when I was let's say 14.
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I probably started properly smoking weed when I was 16
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so like most days I guess she just didn't think it was good for me
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and just didn't agree with me doing that and said you know what
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if you're going to be destructive to yourself I'm not going to be a part of it it i guess
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and yeah she kicked me out when i was like 18
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so just before the new year
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when I was turning 19 the next year she kicked me out
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and I had to go to a hostel and live by myself
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and whatnot and I lived in a hostel for maybe two years
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and then I got my flat in my estate where I grew up actually
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so my mum lives down the road from me
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so like I literally I came from my house just now to be fair
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so it's really weird it's a weird dynamic
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because like I feel really hurt by her and abandoned I guess
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but at the same time like I'm very grateful as well
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because I wouldn't be here talking to you wouldn't be here enjoying life and like everything if that didn't happen
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so how did you kind of fix it uh fix like the relationship yeah
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it didn't you chucked you out oh yeah
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and then you felt bad about that yeah yeah for sure and so how did that come back around to feeling better?
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I think it was just probably like my willingness to accept the present
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and accept the past and just accept like you know what's happened really
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and where I am and to be grateful for it.
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We still have arguments and still like struggle to communicate.
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I think even like a couple weeks ago I cut her off
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and said to her you know I've never spoken to you again
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and like stuff so like yeah life's completely up and down.
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But it's in a good better place now?
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Yeah, for sure, for sure, for sure, for sure.
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Like I said, I literally went to my house to make breakfast for myself just
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because I had no food in my house.
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I was like, you know, I need to walk down the road, make some breakfast, sat there with her for a bit,
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so I went to her and then, like, yeah, left and came in to read some books, really, and stuff.
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Showed up the books I got because she loves books and stuff.
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Oh, lovely.
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Yeah, man.
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What's a good breakfast for you these days?
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I'm a big foodie, man.
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I think, so today I made, like, it's really weird, because I made, like, mushrooms, tuna with noodles
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and yeah I had like loads of sauces and seasoning on the mushrooms and tried to make my own weird stuff.
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How amazing.
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Very experimental with my food.
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I'm also a huge mushroom fan.
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Yeah I love mushrooms.
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Very weirdly the last person I just talked to also big on mushrooms.
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Maybe I've got like a mushroom scent that I'm picking up on.
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You mentioned that you hadn't met your brother or you hadn't spoken to your brother, is that right?
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I think I met my brother when I was 10 years old maybe.
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Like I'd met him once, he came over to my nan's house and then like I'd never heard from him again.
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And I think my mum told me maybe a couple of years ago
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that he's in prison so I don't know if he's still there but yeah.
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A lot of young brother that's been my brother, my real, actual family for my whole life.
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Did you get on with him okay?
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Yeah, for sure.
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He's in America right now actually.
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He went to Ethan.
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Oh, wow.
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He went to Ethan.
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He got a scholarship to go to Ethan.
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He's in America on a scholarship in California.
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I'm doing rowing and stuff, so yeah.
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Like, he's doing well for himself and stuff, so yeah.
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Super happy for him.
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That's lovely.
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Yeah, super contrast of life and stuff, like me in prison, him in Eton and he's going to America and stuff, yeah.
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That's life.
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For sure, man.
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Do you feel any sense of competition with him at all?
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No, not at all.
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I'm super proud of him.
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He came to visit me one time when I was in prison for Christmas, really.
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My mum's there, he's there, and I think I asked them a fucking weird -ass question.
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I just said to them, like, do you guys find it that, like, you know, can you silence your thoughts and stuff?
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And he just said something like, you know, he's my brother, so, like, you know, I'm the same.
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I don't know.
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That was a really beautiful moment for me
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that like you know he feels that connected to me I feel no competition
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that he inspires me
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if anything like he inspires me to be the best version
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of myself he's probably one of my biggest inspirations of all time
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so beautiful thank you this is a kind of a weird non question question
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if you could ask yourself a question and answer it for now I think
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that is anything you like you'd like to ask yourself
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and then try and answer it I mean it's a bit of a It's a bit of a funny one isn't it?
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Yeah that's a hard one.
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Probably like in just sitting here today I've asked myself a question.
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I was reading this book called The Book of Tea and that's like a Eastern philosophical book.
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And a quote I wrote down was, we have created a harmony which is weak against aggression.
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That is a quote that stood out to me.
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So I guess I would ask myself,
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how can you be strong against aggression? like how do you be how do you live in harmony against aggression and stuff
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harmony is you kind of don't associate that with aggression
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so like how can you harmonize stuff and you know live in a world
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that is aggressive and i don't know how to even start answering
442
that it's good it's good to you know it's good to have a starting point for sure and you see
443
i noticed in your book two playing cards can i ask you about what those are
444
so i this is a new notebook i've like i found in my cupboard today
445
and i wanted to put some stuff in it just some sentimental stuff in it my lucky number is free
446
so so like i said to myself the first three cards
447
that i put out this deck i'll put in this notebook well the first one was the Joker,
448
the second one was the Eight and the third one was the Queen.
449
And I think they perfectly describe me to be fair, so like Joker, I like to have fun and laugh and shit.
450
Eight, I guess for me that's also a lucky number for me, I associate that with affinity and everlastingness I guess.
451
And then Queen I associate that with femininity, I like feminine stuff. So yeah.
452
That's wonderful.
453
Yeah, thank you man.
454
Oh that's so cool.
455
Is there anything, is there anything that,
456
you know we all have these things that are invisible that we kind of carry with us,
457
people would never normally see about you or know or whatever, do you wish people could see something of you which,
458
do you wish you could tell people about you, do you know what I mean?
459
I don't know, I was at someone's house probably a couple of weeks ago
460
and they said they were on the train
461
or they were trying to get the train
462
and they were just surrounded by people and everyone just looked pissed off and just didn't look happy with their life,
463
they just didn't look like they were having fun with their life they didn't look like they understood how to have fun,
464
I don't know if you've heard the saying you can only reach someone as far as they've reached themselves
465
Even if you try to show someone the utmost amount of love, they can only love you back as much as they have loved themselves back.
466
I'm not aware of how much someone's been in need of love.
467
I'm not aware of how much someone's accepted love for themselves or in love in their life and stuff.
468
So when I was first presented with the notion that people are hard to love, I was just like, no, they're not.
469
I think that just depends on who you are in relation to them
470
and I think that's
471
that would be what I'd like to change about how people
472
perceive me maybe like I think people look at me as a person
473
and they kind of like see a man first
474
and foremost see my race after that
475
and then like you know see maybe the clothes I'm wearing off
476
that see how I'm acting off that and like these are all things in
477
which they can judge me on and I think like I was
478
so kind of just focused on loving people
479
and being a being of love
480
that like I don't know I know I went to prison for violence
481
and now having this aspect of unconditional love for everything.
482
But I think that was a big thing for me even in going to prison and stuff.
483
Because the reason why I went in was because I tried to control the circumstance.
484
And if I just accepted that I couldn't control the circumstance and existed in love for myself,
485
enough love for myself that I didn't react in a way in which I wasn't going to be detrimental to myself, then yeah,
486
my life would have been completely different but like everything happens for a reason
487
so like maybe that was the reason for me to learn
488
that lesson good answer thank you my brother um let's go for the the last the last question
489
which is the same as everyone gets but the question is um what are you gonna do next
490
okay today i'm gonna try to i don't know what time is now 4 18.
491
4 18 okay cool
492
so i'm gonna try to you know finish my book well
493
finish like as much as I can of my book I'll go back to like my local park
494
and I'll play some basketball hopefully with my friends or practice by myself and then go home
495
speak to a couple of my friends
496
and watch some anime try to clean my house as well that's my plans for the rest of the day
497
and then in the grand scheme of things what's my plans
498
and my plans are I guess to just like I said try to like consist with love
499
and bring love to everyone I me
500
and try to you know be accepting of what love i can receive and what love i can give
501
perfect thanks so much for talking to me no thank you so much my brother it's been such a pleasure
502
i would be better if somebody showed me how i would be smarter
503
If somebody let me out, I would be kinder
504
If these weren't the cause I was dealt, I would be stronger
505
If I knew how to ask for help
506
But I think I'm done with the excuses
507
I told myself I won't get used to it I'm over all the pain and the illusions
508
Cause in the end I'm the one who loses I'm trying to change,
509
I'm trying to grow
510
My mind's telling me yes
511
My heart's telling me no
512
Still I'm trying to change I'm trying to grow
513
My heart's telling me yes
514
My mind's telling me no I'm trying to change
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Bu dersin kelimeleri ve konuşma notları
Bu konuşma dersi “EPISODE 1 - A Fight” videosuna dayanıyor. Bu videoda gölgeleme çalışması için 514 cümle ve 5931 kelime var. Konuşma bölümü 30:15 sürüyor. Konuşmacı hızlı konuşuyor, dakikada yaklaşık 196 kelime; bu yüzden birbirine bağlanan ve zayıflayan sesler duyacaksınız. Kelimelerin %86’i İngilizcede en sık kullanılan 3.000 kelime arasında; geri kalanına başlamadan önce bakmakta fayda var.
Bu videodaki önemli kelimeler
Videodan öğrenmeye değer 15 kelime, telaffuzu ve anlamıyla:
| Kelime | Telaffuz | Anlam |
|---|---|---|
| mushroom isim | /ˈmʌʃˌɹuːm/ | mantar |
| grateful sıfat | /ˈɡɹeɪtf(ə)l/ | minnettar, müteşekkir |
| bang isim | /ˈbæŋ/ | patlama |
| poetry isim | /ˈpoʊ.ə.tɹi/ | şiir |
| aggression isim | /əˈɡɹɛʃən/ | saldırganlık |
| notebook isim | /ˈnoʊtˌbʊk/ | not defteri, defter |
| associate isim | /əˈsoʊʃi.ət/ | iştirakçi, ortak |
| weed isim | /wiːd/ | yaban otu |
| harmony isim | /ˈhɑ̟ɹ.mə.ni/ | armoni, uyum |
| ignorance isim | /ˈɪɡ.nɚ.əns/ | cehalet, bilgisizlik |
| grasp fiil | /ɡɹæsp/ | kavramak |
| absurd sıfat | /əbˈsɜːd/ | absürt, saçma |
| scary sıfat | /ˈskɛə.ɹi/ | korkunç |
| scholarship isim | /ˈskɑːləɹʃɪp/ | burs, öğrenimlik |
| teenager isim | /ˈtiːnˌeɪ̯d͡ʒə/ | genç |
Duyacağınız deyimsel fiiller
| Kelime | Telaffuz | Anlam |
|---|---|---|
| come out fiil | /ˌkʌm ˈaʊt/ | çıkmak |
| figure out fiil | açığa çıkarmak | |
| move out fiil | evden çıkmak, evi boşaltmak | |
| sit down fiil | oturmak | |
| get up fiil | kalkmak | |
| grow up fiil | büyümek, yetişmek | |
| put out fiil | çıkarmak | |
| show up fiil | ortaya çıkmak |
Tekrar etmeye değer cümleler
Videodan, günlük konuşmada yeniden kullanabileceğiniz kısa ve tam cümleler:
- Can I ask you a slightly odd question?
- Are you up for that?
- Do you want to give it a go?
- What are you most excited about at the moment?
- What's a good breakfast for you these days?
Bu videodaki dil bilgisi
Konuşmacının en çok kullandığı yapılar, videodaki sözcüklerin aynısıyla:
| Yapı | Videoda |
|---|---|
| Present perfect continuous have/has been + -ing — önceden başlayıp hâlâ süren bir eylem | I've been playing · bird's been trying · He's been trying |
| Koşul cümleleri if + cümle, will/would + fiil — bir koşul ve sonucu | if somebody showed me how i would be · If somebody let me out, I would be |
| Present perfect have/has + fiilin üçüncü hâli — geçmişte olan ama şimdi de önemli olan bir eylem | I've known · I've read · haven't met |
| Edilgen yapı be + fiilin üçüncü hâli — kimin yaptığı değil, ne olduğu önemli | was voted · being said · be liberated |
Dikkat edilecek telaffuzlar
Konuşmacı I'm, don't, I've gibi kısaltılmış biçimleri 200 kez kullanıyor. Bunları duyduğunuz gibi kısa söyleyin.
- “th” sesleri: thread /ˈθɹɛd/, bother /ˈbɑðɚ/, grandmother /ˈɡɹæn(d)ˌmʌðɚ/
- “sh” ve “zh” sesleri: mushroom /ˈmʌʃˌɹuːm/, aggression /əˈɡɹɛʃən/, associate /əˈsoʊʃi.ət/, contrast /kənˈt(ʃ)ɹæst/, scholarship /ˈskɑːləɹʃɪp/
- Uzun kelimeler — vurguyu doğru yere koyun: associate /əˈsoʊʃi.ət/, appreciation /əˌpɹiː.ʃiˈeɪ.ʃən/, ideology /aɪ.diˈɑ.lə.d͡ʒi/, necessarily /ˌnɛs.əˈsɛɹ.ə.li/, essentially /ɪˈsɛnʃəli/
Türkçe konuşanların zorlandığı sesler:
- /w/ — dudaklar yuvarlak, /v/ değil: weed /wiːd/, wash /wɑʃ/, afterwards /ˈæf.tɚ.wɚdz/, reward /ɹɪˈwɔɹd/, awake /əˈweɪk/
- Kelime başındaki ünsüz kümesi — araya ünlü eklemeyin: grateful /ˈɡɹeɪtf(ə)l/, grasp /ɡɹæsp/, scary /ˈskɛə.ɹi/, scholarship /ˈskɑːləɹʃɪp/, gratitude /ˈɡɹæ.tɪ.tud/
- /æ/ — “e”den daha açık: bang /ˈbæŋ/, grasp /ɡɹæsp/, contrast /kənˈt(ʃ)ɹæst/, aspect /ˈæspɛkt/, gratitude /ˈɡɹæ.tɪ.tud/
Bu videoyla nasıl çalışılır
- Videonun tamamını konuşmadan bir kez dinleyin ve bilmediğiniz kelimeleri not edin.
- 0,75× hızla başlayın, cümle cümle tekrar edin ve kolaylaşınca normal hıza dönün.
- Kendinizi kaydedin ve orijinaliyle karşılaştırın; mushroom, grateful, bang gibi kelimelere özellikle dikkat edin.
Gölgeleme Tekniği Nedir?
Gölgeleme, başlangıçta profesyonel tercüman eğitimi için geliştirilen ve çok dilli Dr. Alexander Arguelles tarafından popüler hale getirilen, bilim destekli bir dil öğrenme tekniğidir. Yöntem basit ama güçlüdür: ana dili İngilizce olan bir sesi dinler ve hemen yüksek sesle tekrar edersiniz — konuşmacıyı 1-2 saniye gecikmeyle takip eden bir gölge gibi. Pasif dinleme veya dilbilgisi alıştırmalarının aksine, gölgeleme beyninizi ve ağız kaslarınızı gerçek konuşma kalıplarını eşzamanlı olarak işlemeye ve yeniden üretmeye zorlar. Araştırmalar, telaffuz doğruluğu, tonlama, ritim, bağlı konuşma, dinleme anlama ve konuşma akıcılığını önemli ölçüde geliştirdiğini göstermektedir — bu da onu IELTS Konuşma hazırlığı ve gerçek dünya İngilizce iletişimi için en etkili yöntemlerden biri yapar.